So there's this dude who's got me absolutelyfuckingfloored
Life's funny. I swear to God. He's perfect. Try as I might, I can't find a single thing to dislike or feel uneasy about. I know I swore off anything long distance years ago, but he's got me absolutely smitten. Josh-who? Yeah, it's like THAT.
All these years have passed and we're just now getting to really know each other. We both feel pretty silly about it, but better later than never.
It came out of nowhere. One moment we're talking about the Air Force and our plans for the future, military and otherwise, and then the next we found ourselves... I can't find the words for it. All I know is that I'm suddenly crazy about him and I just want to leave. Get through BMT, do whatever I need to do with the Air Force as far as school and training, and then hopefully land where I had hoped to be anyway - Germany.
Is it just a crazy coincidence? Prior to the rift between Josh and me, I had my heart set on Germany. I figured that since I was going to be in the military, why not make the most of it? Get stationed overseas and see the world. I took 3 years of German in high school, so why not? Not that I'm anywhere near fluent. If anything, I've forgotten most of what I learned, but I don't know. At first it was just a silly notion that since I had a basic run through of the language and culture in high school, why not go someplace that I can actually use it? It then began to build up, and I eventually found myself really wanting to get stationed out there.
As it turns out, Brandon's got the papers signed and he'll be at the Ramstein Air Base in Germany once he leaves South Korea. Lolwat???
Yeah I just had to share. I'm over the moon. Ever since we started really talking, there hasn't been a second of the day that he's not on my mind. There's just a lot of potential with this, and I've never wanted something so much in my life.
As long as he's willing to see this through, I'll do whatever it takes to make this happen. ♥