OHDEARGODWHY~ D= (Nano post beware)
I AM SO BEHIND I AM SO BEHIND I AM SO BEHIND IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY
I AM SO BEHIND I AM SO BEHIND I AM SO BEHIND I HAVEN'T EVEN HIT 10K YET
I wrote a ton on Saturday, but I spent all of Sunday at work and sick. So now I'm sick, and behind. Also, got a bit distracted on Saturday when I was supposed to be writing on THIS YEAR's NaNo because I got caught up reading my NaNo from two years ago. It was definitely sucky, but not as bad as I remember. Also, a lot of it I didn't remember writing, so it was fresh to me, and some of it actually made me laugh out loud (because it was funny, not because it was just that bad. I don't do intentional badfic).
Also, couldn't do much on Friday because I was too busy ROCKING OUT TO DIR EN GREY. Guess who has their new CD. 8D I wanted one of Shinya's drumsticks soooooo bad... Shinya's always been my favorite, and I thought if I could just get my hands on one of his drumsticks then my life would be complete... well, nevermind that. Also, my neck hurt like a bitch on Saturday because of all the headbanging I did. So totally worth it though.
So yeah, I basically didn't touch my novel on Friday or Sunday, but I thought I wrote a lot on Saturday, and I'm stil a good what, six thousand behind now? It's the tenth today, so I should be at about 16K, right? And I haven't even hit 10K yet. So yeah... I'm so freaking behind UGH.
The problem is I keep deleting stuff instead of just writing more and more. I go back and I'm all like 'well this is crap we have to get rid of it NAO' and then I fall behind. Sometimes I'm okay with my writing, but then I start comparing myself to writers like kowaiyoukai and all of a sudden it's GAH THIS SUCKS I CAN'T WRITE FOR SHIT GRRRRR D=< mindset territory. >_> I need to stop doing that...
So, enough of that. Off to maybe work on more NaNo, maybe? I have work today, and I don't wanna go... I just wanna stay home and write. *whines*
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