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it's always fun be'n up at 12 30 I am drive'n myself crazy over some shit evan said I dunno cause it is not true and yeah if he does read my IMs or whatever so be it he did on my other comp and he told me he was gonna on this one to and yeah whatever I did some shit that would get under his skin so he would get piss'd and tell me but I never cheat'd and that is what hurts the most I never cheat'd never had a reason to never anything I love him to much to cheat it hurts to bad I know that feeling so well to well to do that but people are gonna believe what they want to and well sometimes you can't change there minds or whatever and well I dunno cause nothing can be done cause it is done with now and well that is just that you come to a point where you try so hard and you break yourself down inside I guess that is where I am at broke I dunno what to do anymore I lost myself in this relationship and really I don't know why something that could have been so easy was not and well maybe it was cause we were so different but I don't think we were so different I think we were to much a like to be truthful so blah whatever I just came to the end and I hate it