you can't kill heroes.
i feel useless.
i still have everyone in some way. i know that. but i'm out of the circle now. i'm replaced by something someone somehow i lost it. maybe i'm not as good of a person as i thought i was, but the only person that called me to hang out this weekend was cory. then when i ran into people i felt unwanted. i even got glares. glares.
i felt it coming, but i never ever thought...
fuck it, no more sugarcoating.
it's obvious i'm not cared about anymore. i just wish people would put their real feelings out on the table. i'm not mad, i'm just disappointed. i wish people would straight out tell me that they don't want me around. i hate spending my nights crying because people always have to ASSUME things and make me look like the bad person. i hate spending my nights crying because i try so hard to be a good friend, and i get zero nothing nada in return. yes, that's how i feel. i hate spending nights like i'm spending this one.
i still have everyone in some way. i know that. but i'm out of the circle now. i'm replaced by something someone somehow i lost it. maybe i'm not as good of a person as i thought i was, but the only person that called me to hang out this weekend was cory. then when i ran into people i felt unwanted. i even got glares. glares.
i felt it coming, but i never ever thought...
fuck it, no more sugarcoating.
it's obvious i'm not cared about anymore. i just wish people would put their real feelings out on the table. i'm not mad, i'm just disappointed. i wish people would straight out tell me that they don't want me around. i hate spending my nights crying because people always have to ASSUME things and make me look like the bad person. i hate spending my nights crying because i try so hard to be a good friend, and i get zero nothing nada in return. yes, that's how i feel. i hate spending nights like i'm spending this one.