So the world keeps it's flow.
Oi.
Once again, I'm at the library. And once again, everything is in shambles.
My brother had a seizure. If that isn't enough, it happened because of my mother's complete lack of responsibility for her children. It could have been prevented, for reasons I will not post on here, if someone would have listened to me all along. And once it finally did come to that point, everyone told me how I was right and refused to talk to him about not doing dru-wait, I'm not suppose to discuss that, now, am I? Our family's shady little secrets better be kept just that. It's just really fucking irritating.
I expected a power battle with my sister when I moved in, but never one to this extreme. She is to wrapped up in herself to even be able to assume what is going on with other people. Not only that, but she is continuing to support my brother's "habits" simply because I was right in the fact that they will kill him. It's just stupid.
So we've got a monster hospital bill to pay, a down payment on a house, not to mention car payment and my mom's bankruptcy fees. And guess what? They sent me home from work today. I was suppose to be a "certified" waitperson for red-robin as of tonight, but my peer Sky hasn't been in for two days and is way behind on the training, not to mention I had to miss a part myself because of my brother's mishap. So they moved it to Monday, and sent me home. I'm pleased they are being so lenient. But I don't have a car. The buses don't run on Saturdays. So now I'm at the library.
I miss Jeremy.
~B
Once again, I'm at the library. And once again, everything is in shambles.
My brother had a seizure. If that isn't enough, it happened because of my mother's complete lack of responsibility for her children. It could have been prevented, for reasons I will not post on here, if someone would have listened to me all along. And once it finally did come to that point, everyone told me how I was right and refused to talk to him about not doing dru-wait, I'm not suppose to discuss that, now, am I? Our family's shady little secrets better be kept just that. It's just really fucking irritating.
I expected a power battle with my sister when I moved in, but never one to this extreme. She is to wrapped up in herself to even be able to assume what is going on with other people. Not only that, but she is continuing to support my brother's "habits" simply because I was right in the fact that they will kill him. It's just stupid.
So we've got a monster hospital bill to pay, a down payment on a house, not to mention car payment and my mom's bankruptcy fees. And guess what? They sent me home from work today. I was suppose to be a "certified" waitperson for red-robin as of tonight, but my peer Sky hasn't been in for two days and is way behind on the training, not to mention I had to miss a part myself because of my brother's mishap. So they moved it to Monday, and sent me home. I'm pleased they are being so lenient. But I don't have a car. The buses don't run on Saturdays. So now I'm at the library.
I miss Jeremy.
~B