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I want to apologize to Rob.
I want to tell him I'm really really sorry I left and that I didn't tell him how much he mattered to me when he was around.
I want to tell him that I did care for him so much and that he helped me more then he'll ever ever know.
I want to apologize to Chrissy.
I want to tell her I've been just like all those other bitches we've talked about. I want to say I'm sorry I said I'd be around and then I wasn't.
I want to apologize to Terry.
Because never once in the whole four years I've known him has he hurt me. Never once has he made me cry.
I want to tell him I'm sorry I wasn't that good of a person.
I want to apologize to Erica.
I want to tell her that I'm sorry I became one of those stupid girls who is obsessed with her boyfriend. I want to tell her how much I do care about her. And how she really is one of the main reasons my baby girl is next to me. And to that I will forever be grateful.
I want to apologize to Kate.
I want to tell her that I wish we had been so much closer then we were and that no matter what, she always made me feel beautiful. And I don't think I returned that favor enough.
And Corey. The things he said...they tore me to pieces. He brought my daughter into it and that is just someone I won't apologize for. I am sorry I wasn't around as much as he saw fit though. I'm sorry I fell in love. I'm sorry he wasn't my top choice anymore. I'm sorry I wasn't two people who couldnt be evenly spilt up into two different worlds.
I'm sorry. And I know it won't make a damn difference. But I am sorry.
I want to tell him I'm really really sorry I left and that I didn't tell him how much he mattered to me when he was around.
I want to tell him that I did care for him so much and that he helped me more then he'll ever ever know.
I want to apologize to Chrissy.
I want to tell her I've been just like all those other bitches we've talked about. I want to say I'm sorry I said I'd be around and then I wasn't.
I want to apologize to Terry.
Because never once in the whole four years I've known him has he hurt me. Never once has he made me cry.
I want to tell him I'm sorry I wasn't that good of a person.
I want to apologize to Erica.
I want to tell her that I'm sorry I became one of those stupid girls who is obsessed with her boyfriend. I want to tell her how much I do care about her. And how she really is one of the main reasons my baby girl is next to me. And to that I will forever be grateful.
I want to apologize to Kate.
I want to tell her that I wish we had been so much closer then we were and that no matter what, she always made me feel beautiful. And I don't think I returned that favor enough.
And Corey. The things he said...they tore me to pieces. He brought my daughter into it and that is just someone I won't apologize for. I am sorry I wasn't around as much as he saw fit though. I'm sorry I fell in love. I'm sorry he wasn't my top choice anymore. I'm sorry I wasn't two people who couldnt be evenly spilt up into two different worlds.
I'm sorry. And I know it won't make a damn difference. But I am sorry.