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what the fuck am i gonna do.
why am i here? why is anyone here? the funny thing is i think there is no reason for us. were just like ameobas, they dont do shit...just live out theyre lives and reproduce. Just a bunch of chemicals that got struck by lightning made a chemical reaction and produced us. I mean its a shitty outlook on life but completely realistic. were probably just some disease destroying a cell(earth) of some larger being. Im not a depressed person, it just seems everyone else is waiting for something, something better, when in all actuality this is it, this is your chance. Im not saying do something great either, because that would be hypocritical...hehe im lazy as hell, and im sure not going to do anything about it. Im content with what i have; my dreams, and my ability to talk(which i dont use much). I love the times when i can think like this... but by tommorrow morn i will be back in my robot skin, with my dreams, and my seldomly-used-ability to speak.
Last night was a funny little eye-opener. hehehe fucking newbury park, thousand oaks, and westlake. what a joke. people are so damn retarded here. i hung out with this person, last night, that is basically the epitomy of what i hate in newbury park. It made for some rather un-interesting conversation. i mean dont get me wrong theyre nice and all....um i dont feel like typing anymore.
why am i here? why is anyone here? the funny thing is i think there is no reason for us. were just like ameobas, they dont do shit...just live out theyre lives and reproduce. Just a bunch of chemicals that got struck by lightning made a chemical reaction and produced us. I mean its a shitty outlook on life but completely realistic. were probably just some disease destroying a cell(earth) of some larger being. Im not a depressed person, it just seems everyone else is waiting for something, something better, when in all actuality this is it, this is your chance. Im not saying do something great either, because that would be hypocritical...hehe im lazy as hell, and im sure not going to do anything about it. Im content with what i have; my dreams, and my ability to talk(which i dont use much). I love the times when i can think like this... but by tommorrow morn i will be back in my robot skin, with my dreams, and my seldomly-used-ability to speak.
Last night was a funny little eye-opener. hehehe fucking newbury park, thousand oaks, and westlake. what a joke. people are so damn retarded here. i hung out with this person, last night, that is basically the epitomy of what i hate in newbury park. It made for some rather un-interesting conversation. i mean dont get me wrong theyre nice and all....um i dont feel like typing anymore.