god hates a coward
here's where I could take the time to set things straight. to put all the bullshit talk in it's place. but there's really no need. I'm sticking to my stay out of shit that doesn't involve you eventually the fact will surface theory. I'm to old to play games.
but all cryptic talk aside I've decided to keep this thing again. I went back and look at some entries from 2002....my my my how 4 years have passed. Not much has changed really . except that I should have followed some gut instincts on some things but oh well live and learn.
So....vacation all week. It's been nice being away from work. I don't think I do that place good enough. I've used this week to try to clear my head about somethings. make career decisions.....and it think it's time to "broaden the horizons" if you will. I think it might make me a more stable individual.
I've reinvested some time into people I've let go. It's funny how all this time I thought I was making good decisions and I guess I was not. You've been there for me through all the good and bad. I pushed you away....wished so many terrible things to happen to you...said so many awful things. I guess you were right so many years ago. I'll end up where I belong. I belong right where I am now. You're the best part of me.
I'm gonna go to my moms' today. Enjoy what's left of said vacation. Relax by the pool, read a book, and enjoy the time with my family. they mean the world to me. and they're a pretty awesome bunch.
just when I thought things couldn't get much worse....they got so much better. I guess there's something good that comes out of every negative situation. and for now. I'm ok with it all.
but all cryptic talk aside I've decided to keep this thing again. I went back and look at some entries from 2002....my my my how 4 years have passed. Not much has changed really . except that I should have followed some gut instincts on some things but oh well live and learn.
So....vacation all week. It's been nice being away from work. I don't think I do that place good enough. I've used this week to try to clear my head about somethings. make career decisions.....and it think it's time to "broaden the horizons" if you will. I think it might make me a more stable individual.
I've reinvested some time into people I've let go. It's funny how all this time I thought I was making good decisions and I guess I was not. You've been there for me through all the good and bad. I pushed you away....wished so many terrible things to happen to you...said so many awful things. I guess you were right so many years ago. I'll end up where I belong. I belong right where I am now. You're the best part of me.
I'm gonna go to my moms' today. Enjoy what's left of said vacation. Relax by the pool, read a book, and enjoy the time with my family. they mean the world to me. and they're a pretty awesome bunch.
just when I thought things couldn't get much worse....they got so much better. I guess there's something good that comes out of every negative situation. and for now. I'm ok with it all.