X this life isnt worth the pain X
well...this weekend was ok...i got alot of presents but im sick of the stuff my family always as to start...
"you need to do better in life or you wont make it and we wont be here for you when you fuck up"
yadda yadda yadda....
i hate feeling like crap....
i need a cigerette badly
i wish i had someone to understand what im dealing with...
i cant wait till this weekend when i hang with friends and go to haunted houses
maybe this year will turn out the way it should...everyone can be happy
but then what else would we do?
my birthday is in 10 days...im not as excited anymore
i know everyone will forget...just like last year
im done...tomorrow i will be happy with my best friend...mary jane
i know i smoke alot but with no one else to hang out with i just smoke...
later people who never comment and dont care
Talisa