damn
damn nice to finally be back in town. seems like ive been gone for way too long. as far as this lj goes its dead!. in kansas and orange beach i did a lot of thinking. did some more growing up. a lot has changed about me...
1) i gotz darker! im kinda tan now!
2) as far as friends go.....well if some of them would keep their hands to themselves that would be nice. if some would actually try and talk to me man to man, that would be nice to. im not going to call anyone out, thats childish, but i will talk to them about things face to face when i get them alone. and yes i can have a serious conversation about things.
3) if anyone wants to talk to me call me, my number is 536-0136
4) i know ive made a lot of mistakes, i dont need to be told that, but im not running from them anymore, i never really did, its just im tired of leaving these wounds open.
5) i know some of you think i lie about certain subjects, but the truth is i dont care, it happened, its done, if u dont believe me then dont, im not going to lose friends because they think im lieing about some things. because in the end there is nothing i can do to prove anything about them, i spent a long time covering my tracks, a long time, but you know maybe that was the wrong thing to do? well it doesnt matter, whats in the past is in the past and well thats that.
6) If any of you think that alex controls me your wrong, we all know how bad ive let other women controll me before, i wont let that happen again, but you have to understand that alex and me are together and we are staying that way. and that involves us spending at least some time together. and i know it seems like at the start of our relationship that we were always together, but the truth is i spent more time at work then i did with her. but anyways enough of that
7) there are things i need to fix, and fix them i will try......
8) getting myself together cannot be achieved until i move out, ive realised that, this family, keeps me down, my family shows the worst of me.
9) i have a destructive nature, ive realised that. i destroy and corrupt things in the end. i need to fix that
10) smack me next time u see me plz i deserve it from a lot of you guys
11) issaih (i know spelled wrong stfu noob :) ) give me a call sometime i need to talk to you.
12) im CLEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol :) im finally over my stupid shit guys :)
13) i know this is going to sound weird but i realised something different in orange beach, its not bad but it has to do with you tylor and im going to tell you next time i see you. i dont know what brought it upon me but that was the start of my pensive mode.
14) oh btw im not anywhere near a bad person ive realised that darien has me beat on that one by LIGHTYEARS so next person that says otherwise im officially shoving a rock up their ass. ive heard enough on that egotistical conceited little bastard child to kill him if i ever see him, but i want to talk to him about it aint that weird.
okay this lj remains up for 72 hours then it gets deleted. ill add all of you guys to my new lj in time.
take it easy
1) i gotz darker! im kinda tan now!
2) as far as friends go.....well if some of them would keep their hands to themselves that would be nice. if some would actually try and talk to me man to man, that would be nice to. im not going to call anyone out, thats childish, but i will talk to them about things face to face when i get them alone. and yes i can have a serious conversation about things.
3) if anyone wants to talk to me call me, my number is 536-0136
4) i know ive made a lot of mistakes, i dont need to be told that, but im not running from them anymore, i never really did, its just im tired of leaving these wounds open.
5) i know some of you think i lie about certain subjects, but the truth is i dont care, it happened, its done, if u dont believe me then dont, im not going to lose friends because they think im lieing about some things. because in the end there is nothing i can do to prove anything about them, i spent a long time covering my tracks, a long time, but you know maybe that was the wrong thing to do? well it doesnt matter, whats in the past is in the past and well thats that.
6) If any of you think that alex controls me your wrong, we all know how bad ive let other women controll me before, i wont let that happen again, but you have to understand that alex and me are together and we are staying that way. and that involves us spending at least some time together. and i know it seems like at the start of our relationship that we were always together, but the truth is i spent more time at work then i did with her. but anyways enough of that
7) there are things i need to fix, and fix them i will try......
8) getting myself together cannot be achieved until i move out, ive realised that, this family, keeps me down, my family shows the worst of me.
9) i have a destructive nature, ive realised that. i destroy and corrupt things in the end. i need to fix that
10) smack me next time u see me plz i deserve it from a lot of you guys
11) issaih (i know spelled wrong stfu noob :) ) give me a call sometime i need to talk to you.
12) im CLEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol :) im finally over my stupid shit guys :)
13) i know this is going to sound weird but i realised something different in orange beach, its not bad but it has to do with you tylor and im going to tell you next time i see you. i dont know what brought it upon me but that was the start of my pensive mode.
14) oh btw im not anywhere near a bad person ive realised that darien has me beat on that one by LIGHTYEARS so next person that says otherwise im officially shoving a rock up their ass. ive heard enough on that egotistical conceited little bastard child to kill him if i ever see him, but i want to talk to him about it aint that weird.
okay this lj remains up for 72 hours then it gets deleted. ill add all of you guys to my new lj in time.
take it easy