Feb 03, 2005 21:33
THANK YOU SO MUCH MEGAN ITS SO PRETTY!!!!i love you.
Today...well not a good day. Well i mean...hold on.
Pep ralley was awesome mostly casue i get to scream and be loud. Fun Fun FUn. I was dancing stupid and screaming and just having fun. Then i went to the movies with ron lyinea and Danny. Fun. Saw ryan and tiffany. Tommarow is movie night but i dont think i'll invit danny casue hes an ASS!!!
Fucking. He cant put himself in my shoes for one fucking minute. He cant see that he hurts me so bad. While i'm crying he just keeps going on like its ok. And if i have to hear about how every one loves me i think i'll go crazy. Hes say im too nice and that why guys like me. WHAt the fuck. I'm sry im not a mean son of a bitch like you...ya know. God how can you love and hate sumone so much. He blames it on my period i blame it on him and this damn computer. Ever since we put it up hee all he ever wants to do it go on it. But when i go on it after him...He turns into an ass. Then today he went and got high. The thing was he ddint tell me i had to ask him about it. Casue i smelt it on him. He told me he was gunna tell me later. Hmmm i highly doubt that.i just think es being super gay lately. hes gunna see this tommarow and freak and get all mean about it. but fright quenkly i couldnt give a shit what he thinks any more. If he puts me down anymore i wont have What lil confidence i do have. He like one of those bullys who take your luch money..and instead of leaving you alone after that....he shoves your head in the toliet. Ya know. Forget it Forget him. Im done .
Imm just gunna take sum pm pills to pass out that is after i eat the food i made for me and danny. But im hungrey so i'lll just eat his too that fucking jerk