Aug 03, 2006 21:51
Why is it that every human has to be pessimistic about themselves? I'm having a horrible day and I'm only blaming it on myself. . .I totally got ignored while hanging out with friends today, my ulcer acted up and I needed to get Zantac again!!! I need to actually DO something this summer. . .I never do ANY of the plans I think of at the end of school, partly because all of my friends who talk to about abandon me. . .yeah,i KNOW people. . .doesn't mean they care apparently. . .
On another note, I also can't find anything about me that I could be "remembered" for. . .any ideas? I mean something significant, something worth being proud of. . .all I can think about when I think of pride is having Abby. . .is my life really that simple. . .? Am I simple. . .?
Life is one hella of an emotional knot. . .