lame
im feeling really down right now.. my book bag for my laptop almost broke with on my bike and my laptop in it. tryed returning it to best buy and they wouldnt take it, called the company they said fuck off get ur receat and go to best buy... i can totally fix it myself im just lazy and think its fucked up they would sell it with a messenger bag strap if the shit didnt work.. i need to go to the store and get heavy gage string. making gun belts is hard especially with shitty string that snaps with trying to get 1/8 hide and 2 mm hide to get tight together.. also need clear spray paint so i can repolish belt buckles and seal them so that they dont oxidize (rust) going away party is going on right now but stupid phebe didnt call me back so i dont know if im going, even though im pretty sure its at her bfs house..
umm one final over one on thursday then work all weekend, need a day off so i can chill with matt in monterey.. really dont wanna go to truckee to many bad times.. i think really i am just scared i am going to crash my car and die if i go there. I killed my truck my senior year and then matts car last summer. i really feel like it is out to get me. Probably move all my stuff to sf and then go to rents house untill i get bored and go back down to sf...
really wanted to be homeless this summer in sf but some girl from the bay said it was the worst idea ever and that i would get beat up and robed and raped and killed.. i dont think i really look like someone who you would want to rape? do i? plus i didnt think the city was that dangerous especially if i went back by campus to crash out every night.. maybe i will just piss spencers roomates off and move in early. Fuck being evicted.
umm one final over one on thursday then work all weekend, need a day off so i can chill with matt in monterey.. really dont wanna go to truckee to many bad times.. i think really i am just scared i am going to crash my car and die if i go there. I killed my truck my senior year and then matts car last summer. i really feel like it is out to get me. Probably move all my stuff to sf and then go to rents house untill i get bored and go back down to sf...
really wanted to be homeless this summer in sf but some girl from the bay said it was the worst idea ever and that i would get beat up and robed and raped and killed.. i dont think i really look like someone who you would want to rape? do i? plus i didnt think the city was that dangerous especially if i went back by campus to crash out every night.. maybe i will just piss spencers roomates off and move in early. Fuck being evicted.