So, I guess I should explain to all why I've been down and shit. Also why a couple of my critters are very EMO.
I might have cancer.
Yes I said it. I might have cancer. They're still running tests, and it's not for sure. But..that's what I've been told. Fuck, I havne't even told Dru yet. So this is a first. I wasn't gonna tell the BF, but I started getting pissy and had to tell him. So now we're all. 'i love you.' 'i love you too' 'I need you' all that good stuff. It's great he lives half a contry away right? well yeah, I don't really wanna talk about this all that much but I thought I should explain. I might have a hiatus for my critters and myself soon. Depends on how home life goes.
=Current=-
[ Current Clothes] My Cena shirt and K-State Shorts
[ Current Mood] Sad
[ Current Music] Look up
[ Current Taste] Nacho Cheese
[ Current Make-up] None
[ Current Hair] Wet
[ Current Annoyance] My fucking health
[ Current Smell] My perfume
-=Basics=-
FIRST NAME: Becki
NICKNAMES: B Baby, Beck, Beccerz, Baby.
GENDER: Female.
BIRTHDAY: March 11
AGE: 18.
MASCOT: Demons
GRADE: Will be a freshman
LIVING SITUATION: Mom and brother. or Dad and brother.
SIBLINGS: Younger brother.
NAMES: Squirt. lmao nah, Benjamin.
-=Appearance=-
HEIGHT: 5'4
HAIR COLOR: Blonde/brown
HAIR LENGTH: Mid-neck
EVER DYED IT: Nope
EYE COLOR: Blue
GLASSES OR CONTACTS: Contacts
BRACES: When I was younger
FRECKLES: Yep
PIERCINGS: 3. Two in one ear. one in the other.
TATTOO(S): Nope
RIGHTY/LEFTY: lefty
SHOE SIZE: 7 1/2 or 8
-=Favorites=-
COLOR: Green
RELATIVE: Cousin named Zach. Not even a real cousin. Maybe that's why I think he's hot ><
TV SHOW: Raw?
CD: All the Right Reasons.
MOVIE: The Hills Have Eyes.
SHAMPOO: Suave. Strawberry something.
SONG: "Crazy Bitch" *blames the bf* and..."Far Away" again. That's our song. *le sigh*
FOOD: Grilled Chicken Salad. Or...Shrimp. YUM
ANIMAL: Leopards.
SCHOOL SUBJECT: My graphics design class. Annnnnddddd....PE. Because I just rocked when Iw as in it.
BOY NAME: Josh. Chris. Jason.
GIRL NAME: Tiffany. Becki NAHAHA
HANGOUT: The Ally. (a club!) annnndd.. Peppercorn's. Best bar EVER
RESTAURANT: Olive Garden. HALIE TOOK ALL MY ANSWERS! >< :-*
ICE CREAM: Chocolate Chip with LOTS of whipped cream *snicker at critter memories*
VACATION PLACE: Texas.
MUSIC: Hip hop, rock, metal kinda.
STORE: Victoria's secret, The Locker Room, Buckle, Hot Topic. H&M. Ambercrombie and Fitch.
DAY OF THE YEAR: My b-day. Christmas. February 13.
MONTH: March
SEASON: Summer
HOLIDAY: Christmas! DER?!
SPORTS: Wrestling, football, basketball, softball, cheerleading, drill team, volleyball, track.
PLANET: Uhm..Earth? LMFAO Halie rocks my world.
NUMBER: 3, 54, 31, 21
SODA: Dr. Pepper.
COLOGNE: Axe
GUM: Juicyfruit
WEATHER: 80's
-=These names make you think of=-
RYAN: My oddball of a friend who shaved his head for crazy hair day
ALEX: Old friend I dated like, freshman year.
TIFFANY: Best friend who gets drunk a lot. "the popular one"
PAUL: HHH.
ABBY: Anorexic junior I know.
BRIAN: Moms friend
PHIL: no clue
SALLY: no idea
SARAH: Whore cheerleader captain before me.
DERRICK: MTV
ALLEN: AJ Styles lmao
JODIE: My dog
SAM: Orton's fiancee? lmao I dunno really.
JESSICA: Ex friend
LEAH; No idea
ERIK: Poor chubby kid I went to school with in like..7th grade.
BILLY: Billy Idol?
JOSHUA: Guh, BABY! =D
DANIEL: Cousin.
BRITNEY: Britney Spears.
CHRIS: Bf's brother. He's the 'jackass' as I'm told. *insert eyeroll here*
SHANE: Shawn-O!! lmfao
BRAD: Brad Lewis. OMFG. Hottest guy ever RIGHT THERE! Man, he was a senior when I was in like..7th grade and I STILL remember him. That's hot.
ROBERT: My dad
TIM: Moms friends lover
JIM: Brad Lewis' dad. Coolest dude EVER.
BEN: Bro!
BRANDON: Walsh! 90210!!!! *fangirl mark*
JAMIE: Ex friend's little sis.
KELLY: ECW!
-=Which is better?=-
HUGGING OR KISSING: Kissing.
MUD WRESTLING OR JELLO WRESTLING: Mud Wrestling!
WHITE MILK OR CHOCOLATE MILK: Chocolate.
DEAFNESS OR BLINDNESS: Neither, but deafness.
BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: Both?
SANDALS OR SHOES: Sandal's aren't shoes? lmao
ORANGES OR LEMONS: Oranges.
DOLPHINS OR HORSES: Dolphins.
PEPSI OR COKE: Coke.
CD OR TAPE: CD.
LEONARDO DiCAPRIO OR FREDDIE PRINZE JR: Leonardo.
JENNIFER LOVE OR JENNIFER LOPEZ?: Jennifer. =D heh
BEVERLY HILLS 90210 OR DAWSON'S CREEK: BEVERLY HILLS 90210 BITCH! AMEN HALIE! *worships dylan*
7TH HEAVEN OR PARTY OF FIVE: Party of Five.
DIET PEPSI OR PEPSI ONE: Diet
CHOCOLATE OR FLOWERS: Flowers, he'd never give me chocolates anyways. Bf's a health freak.
RAIN, SUN OR SNOW: SUN! fucking rain almost killed someone I love.
PEN OR PENCIL: Pencil
DARK OR LIGHT: Light
VANILLIA OR CHOCOLATE: Vanilla.
BLACK OR WHITE: Depends on what we're talking about.
-=Love=-
BOYFRIEND: Yes
GIRLFRIEND: Nope.
DO YOU LOVE HIM OR HER?: Too much.
CHILDREN?: No, maybe in the future.
WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH?: lmao. This guy in preschool.
BEEN IN LOVE?: I am now.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yes.
BEEN OUT WITH SOMEONE: Uh, yes.
TOO SHY?: Psh, I'm not shy at all.
BEEN HURT?: Who hasn't?
HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?: Yep.
CHEATED ON SOMEONE: Nope
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Lying to people I love.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: No.
HAD/HAVE AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: *mumbles*
WHAT WOULD YOUR DREAM DATE BE LIKE?: *sighs*
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED OVER A GUY OR A GIRL?: I cried when we were fighting.
WHAT'S SOMETHING YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND/CRUSH DOES THAT SENDS THAT BOLT OF ELECTRICITY THROUGH YOU?: Everything doesn't count?
-=Random=-
ROLLERCOASTERS -- DEADLY OR EXCITING?: Exciting.
WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED AND IMPORTANT POSSESSION?: My HHH Auto.
YOU WAKE UP, YOU: Check to see if He's online.
YOUR MOUSE PAD HAS ON IT: Tweety bird lmfao
WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?: Cena/Randy/Batista/HHH/Christian/Divas...yeah mostly Cena
WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?: Cheerleading shorts and a shirt, or nothing.
THINKING OF RIGHT NOW: How much I wanna be with Him.
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Part time. Does taking care of my brother count?
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: I don't listen to cds. I listen to my ipod.
AFTER SCHOOL/WORK YOU: Shower, eat and drink? lmao
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?: Black
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Josh, John...Music.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: No clue
WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU WANT?: I like my viper thanks. NAHAHA only if it worked.
DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF ATTRACTIVE?: I don't really care.
DO YOU HAVE A CD BURNER?: Yep.
WHAT DID YOU DO YESTERDAY: Slept. Talking to Josh. Slept...cried a lot. SD..that's about it.
WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY?: Slept and took care of my brother.
WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS?: Sleep and game with Christy.
-=When/What was the last..=-
THING YOU PURCHASED: Doritos.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Mayor of Mooseport or something
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: ...I don't even remember.
TIME YOU WERE GROUNDED: Hah. Never?
WORDS YOU SAID: "Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww"
WORDS YOU TYPED: Uh, the stuff above me?
PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: Tiff
PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Layton, this guy that likes me.
THING YOU ATE: Dorito
THING YOU DRANK: Black Cherry flavored water.
SONG YOU HEARD: "Takin it To The Streets"
PERSON YOU SAW: Dad
PERSON YOU HUGGED: Internet cuddle with the bf.
PERSON YOU KISSED: Internet kiss with the bf lmfao.
PERSON WHO SENT AN IM: Gerrod. Or....I dunno.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER: Don't even remember.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Today.
TIME YOU CRIED: Tonight when me and Josh were fighting.
-=Body Ills & Skills=-
Nervous Habits: Pop my knockles.
Can you roll your tongue?: No *pout*
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: Yes *does it*
Can you blow spit bubbles?: LMFAO..long story. KIRCH BUBBLES! YES!
Can you cross your eyes?: Yes
Tattoos?: No
Piercing and where?: I already answered this!
Do you make your bed daily?: Psh no
-=Clothes=-
Which shoe goes on first?: Does it matter?
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: Yes.
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: My credit cards.
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: My rings, my HHH necklace.
-=Food=-
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: Twirl.
Have you ever eaten Spam?: WTFH? NO!
How many cereals in your cabinet?: 5.
How often do you brush your teeth?: 5..maybe 6 times lmfao
How often do you shower/bathe?: Twice a day.
How long does your shower last?: 20-35
Hair drying method: Air
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: Yes
Do you paint your nails?: Yep, but more professionally.
-=Manners=-
Do you swear?: All the times hah!
Do you ever spit?: When I swallow a bug!
-=What's your favorite=-
Day: Mon, Thur, Fri, Sat.
Shoe Brand: Addidas
Thing To Do In The Summer: Jetski
Thing To Do In The Fall: SLEEP
Thing To Do In The Winter: Snowball fights.
Thing To Do In The Spring: Four wheeling is fun. Damn Halie. lmao
-=In & Around=-
Ever taken a cab?: Yeah
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: No.
What color is your bedroom?: Blue, and purple.
Do you use an alarm clock?: No.
Window seat or aisle?: Window.
-=La La Land=-
What's your sleeping position?: On my stomach, or curled up to a pillow, wishing it was Josh *sigh*
Do you snore?: No.
Do you sleepwalk?: Used too.
Do you talk in your sleep?: Yes.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animals?: Nope
How about with the light on?: No.
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: Both
Holy shit that took longer then I thought! Well I'm off to bed. Night all *sigh*