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[Sora] (03/11/08 09:31): -And...mood drops-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:32): ?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:32): D:
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:32): -Blank look-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:32): What happened...?
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:33): Nothing
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:33): . . . Tell me.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:33): I got pissed off about something stupid.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:33): What?
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:34): People bad mouthing akusora
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:34): Ah, yeah. :/ Har it happens.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:34): I've learned over time you shouldn't put investment into shipping wars.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:34): Like what you want and fuck the rest.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:35): -HISSES-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): -Rolls eyes.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): I'm telling the truth.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): Emotional investment into shipping wars fails.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): Emotional investment into a shipping is fine but the wars gets ya into some batshit tizzies.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): I know, I've been there.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:36): I'm just pissed off.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:36): Release it in a manner that won't harm you then and stear your ass away from whatever's making you mad?
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:37): -BITES.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:41): -Shrugs it off.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:42): -Goes to her corner and sits there-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:42): -Follows.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:42): I. WILL. smack. you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:42): Point?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:42): I'm staying.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:42): You can beat the shit out of me, Brandi, and I'll just stay here.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:42): That's NOT a good thign.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:43): Do you think I care?
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:43): YOu will when I put you in traction one day!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:43): Just because you're in a hissy fit doesn't mean I'm leaving you completely alone.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:43): Especially when you can just focus on something else and calm down.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:44): I know that shit means a lot to you but blowing up due to some stupid things some stupid people say shouldn't happen.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:45): It's not...just that.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:45): my mother brought up the thing about the job again
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:46): Pssh. same ordeal.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:46): Stupid things some stupid people say.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:46): You ignore it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:46): Don't give their shit the light of day, hun.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:47): I hate people. Fucking hate them all
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:47): Yeah, I do too, so?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:47): You're only feeding them by giving a shit about it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:47): i've always done that! It's NEVER going to change
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:48): Or so you say.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:48): That attitude isn't going to help. That whole 'BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN' stuff.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:48): It hasn't in 21 years. I doubt it ever will
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:48): Oh lol, 21 years may be a lot but still. You can change.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:48): The it's never too late crap, although very much cheesy, still holds.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:49): If you put your mind to it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:50): -Blinks-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:50): Things aren't always permanent or unchangeable.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:50): You make it seem as though they are. Like you're locking yourself in.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): With that paranoia.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): but things change.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): You can change them, prove people wrong.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): And live happily.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:51): I -HAVE- tried to make them believe shit, And they don't
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): That's not it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:52): You don't try and prove yourself to them, hun. Especially not before you prove shit to yourself, which you haven't.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:53): Proving them wrong and trying to force your beliefs by proving yourself to them are two different things.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:53): Proving them wrong ends up being living a good life, a healthy life and ignoring the bullcrap that gets you down.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:54): You get over it. It's hard, it's fucking hard but you learn not to give shitholes the light of day.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:54): You stop feeding them like you do.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:54): -___-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:54): But I dunno.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:54): you're probably going to spill some bullcrap paranoia shit.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): About how you've TRIED AND NOW YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): Bah, you can.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:55): ..........................
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): But right now just settle down and not think of the shit your mom said. But I'm just telling you, you can.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): You can be happy, Brandi.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:55): I'm going to fucking hit you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): You can be happy without all this bullshit.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): Do it, I don't care.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:56): You had me up til you said "]x[Chelsea]x[: But I dunno. ]x[Chelsea]x[: you're probably going to spill some bullcrap paranoia shit. ]x[Chelsea]x[: About how you've TRIED AND NOW YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. "
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:56): I'm annoyed of it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:56): Can you blame me? You keep saying that you've tried and you can't change things.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:56): You can.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:56): Then WHY are you.....UGH.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:57): -Whacks the wall-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:57): I'm with you cause I love you, If you don't change whatever, but I want to get this out.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:57): I'd love you if you still stayed the way you are forever but sometimes it just gets to me. Like parts of me get to you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:58): And I ain't no magic healer or shit so I know I probably won't fix it. I just want to show you another path. There's many more than just mine but hey, I want you to at least open your eyes to something for a moment before you go closing it again.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:59): I do. And then shit gets slammed in my face. And people wonder why I'm fucked in the head. OHWAIT. No they don't because THEY DON'T BELIEVE ME
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:59): I already told you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:59): You don't need to get them to believe you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:59): Fuck them.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:59): That's whole seperate issue.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:00): When the shit hits the fan you don't just stand there, you get out of the damn way or put up some blockage so the shit don't get on your face.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:01): -whacks the wall again-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:01): -Grumbles and tapes goddamn pillows to the walls, then restrains the other.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:01): And stop doing that.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:01): ....-restrained.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:01): First of all, calm down and stop doing that.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:02): I can shut the fuck up if you want me to but first, calm down.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:02): Being angry at the world doesn't help anything. Not me and most certainly not you.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:02): I already did the damage so it's not like it matters.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:02): So? Doesn't mean you still need to buttfuck yourself with anger even after that.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:03): That actually makes it even more stupid if you've already gone and done it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:03): Yes, because now I'm just busy splattering my blood on the walls to add some color.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:03): Ch'.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:04): Don't try and get to me with that shit. I already know you're doing it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:04): So stop.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:04): As I said, it doesn't make shit better.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:05): It only makes me worried that you're gonna fucking kill yourself and that I'm going to be pissed enough not to ever forgive you for this shit. And it makes you in pain and bloody, and your walls damaged so you have to clean the blood off later.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:05): Doesn't help.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:06): And if you're going to be elegant about it, screw you.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:06): Elegant?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:06): You ain't painting them red, you're making myself sick with your shit.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:06): Sick worried.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:06): Worried sick. Whatever.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:07): and what else is new, Chels? Seriously? How do I -always- respond to situations like this.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:07): Like this but does it help? No.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Either way, you better stop. Really. And this time I'm not going to go all heartbreaking and crying on you even though I am fucking crying right now.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Cause you're doing this partly just to fuck both of us over.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Whether you see it or not.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): And I'm sick of you pushing me away.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Like this.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:08): Why the FUCK would I push you away?!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): You are.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): and hell if I know.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Answer that one for me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Please.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): I'd like to know.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): Why you keep hurting yourself even though you know it fucking pisses me off, and you do all this shit even if you don't see it and a lot of the times when you do.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:09): Because you're too good for me like I've been telling you for YEARS. You're. Too. Good. For. Me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): I am not.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): Fuck you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): I love you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): I ain't too good for you. I'm fucking stupid and fucked up.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): You're too good for me a lot of the times, to tell you the truth.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): But yeah.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:10): Well THAT'S a given seeing as you're still with me baised on what I put you through.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): As are you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): Har har.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): It ain't all bias on me, honey.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): I ain't no perfect piece of shit.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:11): No but you don't fuck my mind like I do yours
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): Psssh.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): PSSSSH.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): I do it all the time. Inadvertantly.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): All the times you're mad and frustrated with me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): All of those damn times.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): You're just blind to it, like I'm blind to what you do to me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): and truthfully, I don't give a flying fuck if I'm too good for you or if you're too good for me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): I want to stay with you and I will.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): Live with it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): And stop pushing me away.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:12): Who says that I want to?! Maybe I'm turning into you and having fucking doubts. ...I'm not, but..
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): Dude, I don't really have more doubts than the average couple. :/
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): All couples.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): Have doubts.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): That they won't work and shit.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:13): I can't...be -that- cruel...to you...I really can't.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): You aren't.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): Congrats.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): You finally learned it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): You're a better person than you think you are, Brandi.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): You're just blind to it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:14): Because I can't lie to you and say "I doubt out relationship"?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): No.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): Because you're there for me, you're devoted, you're kind to me, you muster up your best even when you're mad at me, you take care about me and love me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): *-take. Although you let me typo. D; But everyone does.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): But really.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Everyone doubtsit.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Their own relationships.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): I don't doubt it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): At all.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): That's why I stopped.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): I can't even lie and say I do.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): Because it'd hurt.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Pssh, then don't doubt it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Don't lie.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Just live on.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): My god.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): ...I'm sorry...
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): I fucked up bad this time didn't I x.x
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): What?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): No, no. Other than the hurting yourself part. >: That is no good.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): You do not do that to yourself, hun.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:16): You're still angry...I can feel it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): and apologies accepted for the whole hurting yourself thing but please, like, clean itup.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): Pssh.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): I am not. Slightly frustrated, yes. But I ain't angry right now.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): But frustrations normal when you see someone you love hurt themselves, hun.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): How the hell else am I suppose to feel when I can't do much about it?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): But really.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): Don't worry about it too much other than just avoiding hurting yourself.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:18): I really...don't like thses stupid fits of mine...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:18): Yeah. I don't like them either cause you hurt yourself and that's really no good.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:18): It's no good for me, it's no good for you.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:18): What's sad is that no matter how many times I do it, I never get scars.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:18): Odd. But still, even still.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:19): ...I made...a really big mess...-sighs.- I really am gonna have to paint the walls.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:20): :/
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:20): Don't.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Wash it off and put bandages on.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Or something.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:21): No I mean...to over up the blood...it's bad...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Ugh. x.x
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): No washing it off then? oi. oi.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Take care of yourself first though, hun.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:21): It's 'cause I attacked my shoulder instead of my wrist or neck -__-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): A-ah. D:
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:21): And then just...leaned back against the wall
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Meep. Really though,
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): clean yourself up first, k?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:22): I don't mind waiting here for you to do that.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:22): I am. I have bandages and water and shit already in here.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:22): It's safer then walking out of my room bleeding
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:23): Ah, alrighties.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:23): -Hugs.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:23): -murrs- I'm sorry.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:23): It's alright, really. Just make sure you're okay, k?
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:24): Mmhmm. I should be fine. It's no worse then usual. Just...let it bleed a bit longer then I normally do
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:24): . . . Alright. -still holds onto though.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:25): -Relaxes against.- I'm glad you don't do this shit...then we'd really be in trouble.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:25): Yeah. I try not to. -Nuzzles.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:25): -Murrs a bit- I din't cry this time
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:26): Yeah but you still hurt yourself.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:26): S'ppose that's the next step though. Damage control. Har.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:26): Mmm.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:27): D: Cause when I'm with you, I will totally restrain you and sit on top of you for hours if it means you won't hurt yourself.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:27): -Blinks a bit-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:27): I will do whatever it takes to make sure you don't hurt yourself.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:28): ...Like I'd be stupid enough to do it in front of you
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): Pssh.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): D< Even when you do it behind my back
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): I WILL SEARCH YOU OUT WITH LIKE, HEAT SEAKERS. D<
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): And brandi trackers.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): Damnit, I will make sure. D<
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:29): O_O
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:29): I am serious.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:29): I want to do everything it takes for you not to hurt yourself.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:29): I know...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:29): -Hugs tighter.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:30): -curls into- did I hurt you bad...?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:30): Naw. I'll recover, I just got scared there for a bit.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:30): -clings to- I'm sorry...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:30): It's alright. -Clings back.-
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:33): Rune Hawthorn: you've killed her plenty of time while I was trying to milk her for RPingness Rune Hawthorn: no no nooo, not that, the stupid video thing [Sora]: ...I can't comment on that [Sora]: I really can't because i'll get upset Rune Hawthorn: you made her watch it
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:33): No. PSssh.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:34): I said nothing!
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:34): -Blah, blah. Talks it over.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:34): It's alrighti. >_>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:34): And just quiet. I'll handle this.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:34): I don't want her to get mad at me -__-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:34): -Hugs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): Ah, she didn't mean it in a literal sense. :O
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): And no, you don't have to be quiet in there. xD
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): And uhh, she wasn't being serious.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): And stuffs.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:35): Ok
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): And I'm a ghost in there again.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): T_T
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): Sob.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:36): Unless you see my next reply.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:36): yeah youa re...try going back to the other name?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:36): kk.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): Actually. XD;
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): Let's try and make it work another time. XD
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:37): ok...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): It's alright.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): She's not mad. It's just that I keep ghosting.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): and that's ebil.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:37): -wipes at eyes-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): And I wish this thing didn't keep glitching.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): -Hugs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): Really. She didn't think it'd harm ya.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:38): I don't think seeing as she told me she didn't say anything serious, which means it wasn't serious hun.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:38): i'm sorry...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:39): ... internet died again?
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:39): mmhmm
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:39): Maleficent Darkness: And I wish this thing didn't keep glitching. Maleficent Darkness: -Hugs.- Maleficent Darkness: Really. She didn't think it'd harm ya. Maleficent Darkness: I don't think seeing as she told me she didn't say anything serious, which means it wasn't serious hun. Maleficent Darkness: She ain't mad. :D Maleficent Darkness: But yeah. Oh god. Maleficent Darkness: ... internet died again?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:39): And feel free to leave the conference. :O
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:39): I dids.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:40): I'm ok.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): Pssh. Your status~.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): -Hugs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): You ain't pathetic.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): >_>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): I just barfed as my computer restarted.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:40): But i'm crying...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): And sometimes you can take things far too seriously.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): Eh, it happens, k? Misunderstandings kinda hurt.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): -Hugs tightly.-
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:41): -curls-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): -Wraps around and stuffs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): Really, it's alright.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): She ain't mad or anything and I ain't either.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:41): She proably hates me
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): PSSSH.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): Over that? no.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): She doesn't hate you hun. XDD
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): At all.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Really.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Earlier she even said she luffed you to me. :O
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): So cheer up.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:42): -nods a bit-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Please? -Kisses on the cheek.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Little things like that ain't nothing for her to hate you about.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Don't you worry.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:43): It was 'cause it's true...maybe not all the time but.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): Eh.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): It was not serious though, really. And you don't. :D
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): I'm fine with you bothering me, really. I may bitch but I'd rather you plague me with whatever is wrong.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): Than to like.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): Be silent.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): About it.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:44): I know it wasn't serious but it still hurt...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): And if they can't hadle it, whatever.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): I know.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): But really, you can bug me anytime.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): And just because you watched it didn't mean I had to. >_>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): I just did.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): For whatever reason.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:44): You always say no or later.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): Oh, for the RP? I'll start not doing that, alright?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): I really do need to stop.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:45): ...I think...you're confused over what I'm upset about...
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:45): -Not upset about video.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): I know.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): About the RP thing though?
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:45): yes...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): Yeah, as I said.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:46): I'll stop pushing things off for you. I will.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:46): You just have to hit me over the head.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:46): -shakes head frantically-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:46): What?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:46): Also: "if I like, upset Brandi, please tell her I'm sorry. I never meant to do anything of the sort, I just tend to be very blunt and retarded at the same time."
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:47): It's okay...It really is. She didn't even know, that's why I ddin't say anything.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:47): Really, I'm fine with it. You bugging me inbetween stuff and such. You just gotta push me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:47): I don't wanna bother you...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:47): You don't. <3 <3
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:47): Really.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:47): I just fail.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:48): Ever since you admitted that you didn't wanna RP with me...I stopped asking...'cause I don't wanna upset you...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): Dude. I do want to. It's just that I have to get out of my cacoon about my issues with like, I dunno.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): For some reason I have a weird thing with that but I want you to.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): I want you to push me.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): K?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): You won't upset me.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:49): I just need you to help push me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:49): I asked you today and you said "Later"
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:49): orz, you need to push a bit harder. D; Like, insist on it.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:49): And be whiny about it.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:49): be like "RP NOW BITCH" and don't stop.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:50): But you're always busy...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:50): Pssh. Mainly on Wednesdays and Thursdays are the days where I have to finish everything and like, when someone's violently ill. I'll manage through it though, hun. For you. Okay?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): Just push the fact.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): Radiation's over now.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:51): -shakes head- I don't wanna be a burden! -smacks self for starting to cry again=-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): So I should be on in the mornings.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): -Clings.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): You are NEVER a burden.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): Dude, you're always an asset to me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:52): I'm sorry...I don't know what's wrong with me
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:52): No, no. It's alright.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:52): Just calm down, k? And push me when like, yeah. I should be less busy now during the weekdays. A lot less busy. And the weekends.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:52): So push me. Feel free to burden me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:53): -wipes at eyes frantically-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:53): -Pulls the other's hands away and licks at the other's tears.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:53): Really.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:53): Don't worry about it. If you want to 'burden' me with stuff, go ahead. I like that.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:54): I want to know that I can be a help to you.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:54): Cause I love you and I want to be there for you.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:54): Instead of you having to carry all of this weight on your own. Whether it be RPs or RL stuff or anything.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:54): But you shouldn't have to take care of me...not yet...You have to worry about you mom...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:54): I'll be fine taking care of you a little more.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:55): And I know I have to worry about her too but still, that doesn't mean you can't throw a bit of something at me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:55): Yes it does...It means I have to quiet and not complain.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:55): No no no no no no
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:55): No hun.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:55): You can complain a bit and speak up.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:56): I mean, I'll tell you when like, I really really need you to just be like, silent or something but otherwise, feel free.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:56): I got laughed at when I said I wanted to be a housewife...they said that you wouldn't last 5 months with my lazy ass...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:56): Pssh. >_>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:56): We're both lazy asses, and I'd love you to be with me.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): I do not care as long as you are with me.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): I can stand you.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): Dude, I am lazier.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:57): No you're not...you're gonna to go college and have a job.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): >_> Doesn't mean I'm going to not be lazy.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): You are looking at MISTRESS PROCRASTINATOR.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): The one and only.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:58): My work? it gets done right at the edge. My room? Looks like a mess.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:58): Hun.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:58): We can live like fucking slobs and I would not give two fucks of a shit.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:58): -blinks slowly then wobbles, head falling backwards into the wall.- I don't...wanna make you live like that...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:59): -Supports your head with her hand.- I'm joking, hun.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:59): But really.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:59): I'll be fine with you, trust me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:59): -Whimpers, voice a whisper.- ...i havea fever...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:00): >: Aww. -Hugs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:00): Think you can sleep tonight? Like... get yourself something to drink and such (cause after barfing = kinda dehydrated) and such?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:00): -and such
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:01): mmhmm
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:01): Goodies. -Hugs tight.- But yeah. If you want to complain a bit, go ahead.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:01): I told you the days I'm kinda busy but I'll try my best to listen and be there.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): Hun, I'd rather strain my ass and multi-task with you talking to me than to like, have you silent.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): Cause really, I love you, Brandi.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): I really do.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): And none of my friends think you're pathetic and such.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): Trust me. I'd beat their asses.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:02): I was 1/2 expecting you to say "'cause you being silent is scary"
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): And I don't think you are either.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:03): That is too. Cause I get scared, I want you to talk to me. I like knowing you're there.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:03): And not like, hurting or something... where I can't help.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:03): Or do something.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:03): sometimes i stare at your name.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:03): I dunno why, but...i just do. I don't im you, or anything...i just...stare.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): I do that too.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): For a long time. Hours.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): Even when you're on.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:04): why though? I'm never busy so it's okay to IM me
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): Dunno why I do it.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): Har. XD; I-I don't like to bother you either? But sometimes I'm scared like, maybe I won't get a reply. I fail. Har.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:05): If i'm there I'll reply.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): Or like, someone else will be there or something. I don't know.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): Alrighties.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): But yeah, same here. It might take a while but I'll do it.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:05): And trust me...no one else would be here.>>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): And sometimes I leave IM on on accident.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): Or my dad's on his computer which logs onto my name.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:05): They'd have to sit on my bed just to axcessthe thing and they don't like my room.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:06): -Hugs.- Good. I'll make sure to IM you then. and stuffs.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:06): Well, that's why if you don't have a status I don't bother you.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:06): 'cause I figure that means your dad turned it on by accident
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:06): Or like, if I have a status that blantantly says [SLEEEEP] or something.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:06): XD That means I'm usually out like a light or like, I am out and I forgot to get up in the morning and turn it off.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:07): ahhhh
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:07): Hence why I'm on so many hours when I have that status cause sometimes I plan on coming on early.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:07): But most of the times I fail at making it.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:07): I get up at around 9 your time anyway
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:07): Yeah. I need to get up earlier.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:07): I get up at around 12 now.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:07): -sleeps til noon-
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:08): -or later-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:08): Yeah. Same here.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:08): Today I got up early.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:08): I was up at 11
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:08): Yeah. I have to get up earlier for the next two days to do work. D; But I'll be around.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:08): So you can chat with me. :|b
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:32): ?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:32): D:
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:32): -Blank look-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:32): What happened...?
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:33): Nothing
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:33): . . . Tell me.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:33): I got pissed off about something stupid.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:33): What?
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:34): People bad mouthing akusora
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:34): Ah, yeah. :/ Har it happens.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:34): I've learned over time you shouldn't put investment into shipping wars.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:34): Like what you want and fuck the rest.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:35): -HISSES-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): -Rolls eyes.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): I'm telling the truth.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): Emotional investment into shipping wars fails.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): Emotional investment into a shipping is fine but the wars gets ya into some batshit tizzies.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:35): I know, I've been there.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:36): I'm just pissed off.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:36): Release it in a manner that won't harm you then and stear your ass away from whatever's making you mad?
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:37): -BITES.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:41): -Shrugs it off.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:42): -Goes to her corner and sits there-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:42): -Follows.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:42): I. WILL. smack. you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:42): Point?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:42): I'm staying.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:42): You can beat the shit out of me, Brandi, and I'll just stay here.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:42): That's NOT a good thign.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:43): Do you think I care?
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:43): YOu will when I put you in traction one day!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:43): Just because you're in a hissy fit doesn't mean I'm leaving you completely alone.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:43): Especially when you can just focus on something else and calm down.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:44): I know that shit means a lot to you but blowing up due to some stupid things some stupid people say shouldn't happen.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:45): It's not...just that.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:45): my mother brought up the thing about the job again
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:46): Pssh. same ordeal.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:46): Stupid things some stupid people say.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:46): You ignore it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:46): Don't give their shit the light of day, hun.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:47): I hate people. Fucking hate them all
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:47): Yeah, I do too, so?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:47): You're only feeding them by giving a shit about it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:47): i've always done that! It's NEVER going to change
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:48): Or so you say.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:48): That attitude isn't going to help. That whole 'BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN' stuff.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:48): It hasn't in 21 years. I doubt it ever will
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:48): Oh lol, 21 years may be a lot but still. You can change.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:48): The it's never too late crap, although very much cheesy, still holds.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:49): If you put your mind to it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:50): -Blinks-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:50): Things aren't always permanent or unchangeable.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:50): You make it seem as though they are. Like you're locking yourself in.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): With that paranoia.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): but things change.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): You can change them, prove people wrong.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): And live happily.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:51): I -HAVE- tried to make them believe shit, And they don't
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:51): That's not it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:52): You don't try and prove yourself to them, hun. Especially not before you prove shit to yourself, which you haven't.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:53): Proving them wrong and trying to force your beliefs by proving yourself to them are two different things.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:53): Proving them wrong ends up being living a good life, a healthy life and ignoring the bullcrap that gets you down.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:54): You get over it. It's hard, it's fucking hard but you learn not to give shitholes the light of day.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:54): You stop feeding them like you do.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:54): -___-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:54): But I dunno.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:54): you're probably going to spill some bullcrap paranoia shit.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): About how you've TRIED AND NOW YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): Bah, you can.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:55): ..........................
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): But right now just settle down and not think of the shit your mom said. But I'm just telling you, you can.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): You can be happy, Brandi.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:55): I'm going to fucking hit you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): You can be happy without all this bullshit.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:55): Do it, I don't care.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:56): You had me up til you said "]x[Chelsea]x[: But I dunno. ]x[Chelsea]x[: you're probably going to spill some bullcrap paranoia shit. ]x[Chelsea]x[: About how you've TRIED AND NOW YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. "
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:56): I'm annoyed of it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:56): Can you blame me? You keep saying that you've tried and you can't change things.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:56): You can.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:56): Then WHY are you.....UGH.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:57): -Whacks the wall-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:57): I'm with you cause I love you, If you don't change whatever, but I want to get this out.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:57): I'd love you if you still stayed the way you are forever but sometimes it just gets to me. Like parts of me get to you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:58): And I ain't no magic healer or shit so I know I probably won't fix it. I just want to show you another path. There's many more than just mine but hey, I want you to at least open your eyes to something for a moment before you go closing it again.
[Sora] (03/11/08 09:59): I do. And then shit gets slammed in my face. And people wonder why I'm fucked in the head. OHWAIT. No they don't because THEY DON'T BELIEVE ME
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:59): I already told you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:59): You don't need to get them to believe you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:59): Fuck them.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 09:59): That's whole seperate issue.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:00): When the shit hits the fan you don't just stand there, you get out of the damn way or put up some blockage so the shit don't get on your face.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:01): -whacks the wall again-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:01): -Grumbles and tapes goddamn pillows to the walls, then restrains the other.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:01): And stop doing that.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:01): ....-restrained.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:01): First of all, calm down and stop doing that.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:02): I can shut the fuck up if you want me to but first, calm down.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:02): Being angry at the world doesn't help anything. Not me and most certainly not you.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:02): I already did the damage so it's not like it matters.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:02): So? Doesn't mean you still need to buttfuck yourself with anger even after that.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:03): That actually makes it even more stupid if you've already gone and done it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:03): Yes, because now I'm just busy splattering my blood on the walls to add some color.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:03): Ch'.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:04): Don't try and get to me with that shit. I already know you're doing it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:04): So stop.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:04): As I said, it doesn't make shit better.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:05): It only makes me worried that you're gonna fucking kill yourself and that I'm going to be pissed enough not to ever forgive you for this shit. And it makes you in pain and bloody, and your walls damaged so you have to clean the blood off later.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:05): Doesn't help.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:06): And if you're going to be elegant about it, screw you.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:06): Elegant?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:06): You ain't painting them red, you're making myself sick with your shit.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:06): Sick worried.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:06): Worried sick. Whatever.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:07): and what else is new, Chels? Seriously? How do I -always- respond to situations like this.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:07): Like this but does it help? No.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Either way, you better stop. Really. And this time I'm not going to go all heartbreaking and crying on you even though I am fucking crying right now.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Cause you're doing this partly just to fuck both of us over.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Whether you see it or not.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): And I'm sick of you pushing me away.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Like this.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:08): Why the FUCK would I push you away?!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): You are.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): and hell if I know.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Answer that one for me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): Please.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:08): I'd like to know.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): Why you keep hurting yourself even though you know it fucking pisses me off, and you do all this shit even if you don't see it and a lot of the times when you do.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:09): Because you're too good for me like I've been telling you for YEARS. You're. Too. Good. For. Me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): I am not.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): Fuck you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): I love you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:09): I ain't too good for you. I'm fucking stupid and fucked up.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): You're too good for me a lot of the times, to tell you the truth.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): But yeah.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:10): Well THAT'S a given seeing as you're still with me baised on what I put you through.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): As are you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): Har har.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): It ain't all bias on me, honey.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:10): I ain't no perfect piece of shit.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:11): No but you don't fuck my mind like I do yours
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): Psssh.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): PSSSSH.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): I do it all the time. Inadvertantly.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): All the times you're mad and frustrated with me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:11): All of those damn times.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): You're just blind to it, like I'm blind to what you do to me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): and truthfully, I don't give a flying fuck if I'm too good for you or if you're too good for me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): I want to stay with you and I will.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): Live with it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:12): And stop pushing me away.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:12): Who says that I want to?! Maybe I'm turning into you and having fucking doubts. ...I'm not, but..
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): Dude, I don't really have more doubts than the average couple. :/
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): All couples.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): Have doubts.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): That they won't work and shit.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:13): I can't...be -that- cruel...to you...I really can't.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): You aren't.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): Congrats.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): You finally learned it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:13): You're a better person than you think you are, Brandi.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): You're just blind to it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:14): Because I can't lie to you and say "I doubt out relationship"?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): No.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): Because you're there for me, you're devoted, you're kind to me, you muster up your best even when you're mad at me, you take care about me and love me.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): *-take. Although you let me typo. D; But everyone does.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:14): But really.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Everyone doubtsit.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Their own relationships.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): I don't doubt it.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): At all.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): That's why I stopped.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): I can't even lie and say I do.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): Because it'd hurt.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Pssh, then don't doubt it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Don't lie.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): Just live on.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:15): My god.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): ...I'm sorry...
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:15): I fucked up bad this time didn't I x.x
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): What?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): No, no. Other than the hurting yourself part. >: That is no good.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): You do not do that to yourself, hun.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:16): You're still angry...I can feel it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): and apologies accepted for the whole hurting yourself thing but please, like, clean itup.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:16): Pssh.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): I am not. Slightly frustrated, yes. But I ain't angry right now.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): But frustrations normal when you see someone you love hurt themselves, hun.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): How the hell else am I suppose to feel when I can't do much about it?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): But really.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:17): Don't worry about it too much other than just avoiding hurting yourself.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:18): I really...don't like thses stupid fits of mine...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:18): Yeah. I don't like them either cause you hurt yourself and that's really no good.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:18): It's no good for me, it's no good for you.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:18): What's sad is that no matter how many times I do it, I never get scars.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:18): Odd. But still, even still.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:19): ...I made...a really big mess...-sighs.- I really am gonna have to paint the walls.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:20): :/
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:20): Don't.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Wash it off and put bandages on.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Or something.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:21): No I mean...to over up the blood...it's bad...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Ugh. x.x
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): No washing it off then? oi. oi.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Take care of yourself first though, hun.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:21): It's 'cause I attacked my shoulder instead of my wrist or neck -__-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): A-ah. D:
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:21): And then just...leaned back against the wall
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): Meep. Really though,
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:21): clean yourself up first, k?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:22): I don't mind waiting here for you to do that.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:22): I am. I have bandages and water and shit already in here.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:22): It's safer then walking out of my room bleeding
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:23): Ah, alrighties.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:23): -Hugs.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:23): -murrs- I'm sorry.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:23): It's alright, really. Just make sure you're okay, k?
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:24): Mmhmm. I should be fine. It's no worse then usual. Just...let it bleed a bit longer then I normally do
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:24): . . . Alright. -still holds onto though.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:25): -Relaxes against.- I'm glad you don't do this shit...then we'd really be in trouble.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:25): Yeah. I try not to. -Nuzzles.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:25): -Murrs a bit- I din't cry this time
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:26): Yeah but you still hurt yourself.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:26): S'ppose that's the next step though. Damage control. Har.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:26): Mmm.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:27): D: Cause when I'm with you, I will totally restrain you and sit on top of you for hours if it means you won't hurt yourself.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:27): -Blinks a bit-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:27): I will do whatever it takes to make sure you don't hurt yourself.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:28): ...Like I'd be stupid enough to do it in front of you
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): Pssh.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): D< Even when you do it behind my back
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): I WILL SEARCH YOU OUT WITH LIKE, HEAT SEAKERS. D<
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): And brandi trackers.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:28): Damnit, I will make sure. D<
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:29): O_O
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:29): I am serious.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:29): I want to do everything it takes for you not to hurt yourself.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:29): I know...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:29): -Hugs tighter.-
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:30): -curls into- did I hurt you bad...?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:30): Naw. I'll recover, I just got scared there for a bit.
[Sora] (03/11/08 10:30): -clings to- I'm sorry...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (03/11/08 10:30): It's alright. -Clings back.-
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:33): Rune Hawthorn: you've killed her plenty of time while I was trying to milk her for RPingness Rune Hawthorn: no no nooo, not that, the stupid video thing [Sora]: ...I can't comment on that [Sora]: I really can't because i'll get upset Rune Hawthorn: you made her watch it
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:33): No. PSssh.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:34): I said nothing!
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:34): -Blah, blah. Talks it over.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:34): It's alrighti. >_>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:34): And just quiet. I'll handle this.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:34): I don't want her to get mad at me -__-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:34): -Hugs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): Ah, she didn't mean it in a literal sense. :O
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): And no, you don't have to be quiet in there. xD
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): And uhh, she wasn't being serious.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): And stuffs.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:35): Ok
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): And I'm a ghost in there again.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): T_T
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:35): Sob.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:36): Unless you see my next reply.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:36): yeah youa re...try going back to the other name?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:36): kk.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): Actually. XD;
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): Let's try and make it work another time. XD
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:37): ok...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): It's alright.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): She's not mad. It's just that I keep ghosting.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): and that's ebil.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:37): -wipes at eyes-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): And I wish this thing didn't keep glitching.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): -Hugs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:37): Really. She didn't think it'd harm ya.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:38): I don't think seeing as she told me she didn't say anything serious, which means it wasn't serious hun.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:38): i'm sorry...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:39): ... internet died again?
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:39): mmhmm
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:39): Maleficent Darkness: And I wish this thing didn't keep glitching. Maleficent Darkness: -Hugs.- Maleficent Darkness: Really. She didn't think it'd harm ya. Maleficent Darkness: I don't think seeing as she told me she didn't say anything serious, which means it wasn't serious hun. Maleficent Darkness: She ain't mad. :D Maleficent Darkness: But yeah. Oh god. Maleficent Darkness: ... internet died again?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:39): And feel free to leave the conference. :O
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:39): I dids.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:40): I'm ok.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): Pssh. Your status~.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): -Hugs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): You ain't pathetic.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): >_>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): I just barfed as my computer restarted.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:40): But i'm crying...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): And sometimes you can take things far too seriously.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): Eh, it happens, k? Misunderstandings kinda hurt.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:40): -Hugs tightly.-
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:41): -curls-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): -Wraps around and stuffs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): Really, it's alright.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): She ain't mad or anything and I ain't either.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:41): She proably hates me
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): PSSSH.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): Over that? no.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): She doesn't hate you hun. XDD
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:41): At all.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Really.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Earlier she even said she luffed you to me. :O
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): So cheer up.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:42): -nods a bit-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Please? -Kisses on the cheek.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Little things like that ain't nothing for her to hate you about.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:42): Don't you worry.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:43): It was 'cause it's true...maybe not all the time but.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): Eh.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): It was not serious though, really. And you don't. :D
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): I'm fine with you bothering me, really. I may bitch but I'd rather you plague me with whatever is wrong.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): Than to like.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): Be silent.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:43): About it.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:44): I know it wasn't serious but it still hurt...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): And if they can't hadle it, whatever.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): I know.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): But really, you can bug me anytime.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): And just because you watched it didn't mean I had to. >_>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): I just did.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:44): For whatever reason.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:44): You always say no or later.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): Oh, for the RP? I'll start not doing that, alright?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): I really do need to stop.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:45): ...I think...you're confused over what I'm upset about...
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:45): -Not upset about video.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): I know.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): About the RP thing though?
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:45): yes...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:45): Yeah, as I said.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:46): I'll stop pushing things off for you. I will.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:46): You just have to hit me over the head.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:46): -shakes head frantically-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:46): What?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:46): Also: "if I like, upset Brandi, please tell her I'm sorry. I never meant to do anything of the sort, I just tend to be very blunt and retarded at the same time."
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:47): It's okay...It really is. She didn't even know, that's why I ddin't say anything.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:47): Really, I'm fine with it. You bugging me inbetween stuff and such. You just gotta push me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:47): I don't wanna bother you...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:47): You don't. <3 <3
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:47): Really.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:47): I just fail.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:48): Ever since you admitted that you didn't wanna RP with me...I stopped asking...'cause I don't wanna upset you...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): Dude. I do want to. It's just that I have to get out of my cacoon about my issues with like, I dunno.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): For some reason I have a weird thing with that but I want you to.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): I want you to push me.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): K?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:48): You won't upset me.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:49): I just need you to help push me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:49): I asked you today and you said "Later"
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:49): orz, you need to push a bit harder. D; Like, insist on it.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:49): And be whiny about it.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:49): be like "RP NOW BITCH" and don't stop.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:50): But you're always busy...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:50): Pssh. Mainly on Wednesdays and Thursdays are the days where I have to finish everything and like, when someone's violently ill. I'll manage through it though, hun. For you. Okay?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): Just push the fact.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): Radiation's over now.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:51): -shakes head- I don't wanna be a burden! -smacks self for starting to cry again=-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): So I should be on in the mornings.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): -Clings.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): You are NEVER a burden.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:51): Dude, you're always an asset to me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:52): I'm sorry...I don't know what's wrong with me
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:52): No, no. It's alright.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:52): Just calm down, k? And push me when like, yeah. I should be less busy now during the weekdays. A lot less busy. And the weekends.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:52): So push me. Feel free to burden me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:53): -wipes at eyes frantically-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:53): -Pulls the other's hands away and licks at the other's tears.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:53): Really.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:53): Don't worry about it. If you want to 'burden' me with stuff, go ahead. I like that.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:54): I want to know that I can be a help to you.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:54): Cause I love you and I want to be there for you.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:54): Instead of you having to carry all of this weight on your own. Whether it be RPs or RL stuff or anything.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:54): But you shouldn't have to take care of me...not yet...You have to worry about you mom...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:54): I'll be fine taking care of you a little more.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:55): And I know I have to worry about her too but still, that doesn't mean you can't throw a bit of something at me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:55): Yes it does...It means I have to quiet and not complain.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:55): No no no no no no
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:55): No hun.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:55): You can complain a bit and speak up.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:56): I mean, I'll tell you when like, I really really need you to just be like, silent or something but otherwise, feel free.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:56): I got laughed at when I said I wanted to be a housewife...they said that you wouldn't last 5 months with my lazy ass...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:56): Pssh. >_>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:56): We're both lazy asses, and I'd love you to be with me.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): I do not care as long as you are with me.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): I can stand you.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): Dude, I am lazier.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:57): No you're not...you're gonna to go college and have a job.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): >_> Doesn't mean I'm going to not be lazy.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): You are looking at MISTRESS PROCRASTINATOR.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:57): The one and only.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:58): My work? it gets done right at the edge. My room? Looks like a mess.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:58): Hun.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:58): We can live like fucking slobs and I would not give two fucks of a shit.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:58): -blinks slowly then wobbles, head falling backwards into the wall.- I don't...wanna make you live like that...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:59): -Supports your head with her hand.- I'm joking, hun.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:59): But really.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 02:59): I'll be fine with you, trust me.
[Sora] (03/12/08 02:59): -Whimpers, voice a whisper.- ...i havea fever...
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:00): >: Aww. -Hugs.-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:00): Think you can sleep tonight? Like... get yourself something to drink and such (cause after barfing = kinda dehydrated) and such?
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:00): -and such
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:01): mmhmm
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:01): Goodies. -Hugs tight.- But yeah. If you want to complain a bit, go ahead.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:01): I told you the days I'm kinda busy but I'll try my best to listen and be there.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): Hun, I'd rather strain my ass and multi-task with you talking to me than to like, have you silent.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): Cause really, I love you, Brandi.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): I really do.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): And none of my friends think you're pathetic and such.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): Trust me. I'd beat their asses.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:02): I was 1/2 expecting you to say "'cause you being silent is scary"
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:02): And I don't think you are either.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:03): That is too. Cause I get scared, I want you to talk to me. I like knowing you're there.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:03): And not like, hurting or something... where I can't help.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:03): Or do something.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:03): sometimes i stare at your name.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:03): I dunno why, but...i just do. I don't im you, or anything...i just...stare.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): I do that too.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): For a long time. Hours.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): Even when you're on.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:04): why though? I'm never busy so it's okay to IM me
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): Dunno why I do it.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:04): Har. XD; I-I don't like to bother you either? But sometimes I'm scared like, maybe I won't get a reply. I fail. Har.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:05): If i'm there I'll reply.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): Or like, someone else will be there or something. I don't know.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): Alrighties.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): But yeah, same here. It might take a while but I'll do it.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:05): And trust me...no one else would be here.>>
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): And sometimes I leave IM on on accident.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:05): Or my dad's on his computer which logs onto my name.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:05): They'd have to sit on my bed just to axcessthe thing and they don't like my room.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:06): -Hugs.- Good. I'll make sure to IM you then. and stuffs.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:06): Well, that's why if you don't have a status I don't bother you.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:06): 'cause I figure that means your dad turned it on by accident
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:06): Or like, if I have a status that blantantly says [SLEEEEP] or something.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:06): XD That means I'm usually out like a light or like, I am out and I forgot to get up in the morning and turn it off.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:07): ahhhh
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:07): Hence why I'm on so many hours when I have that status cause sometimes I plan on coming on early.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:07): But most of the times I fail at making it.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:07): I get up at around 9 your time anyway
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:07): Yeah. I need to get up earlier.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:07): I get up at around 12 now.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:07): -sleeps til noon-
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:08): -or later-
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:08): Yeah. Same here.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:08): Today I got up early.
[Sora] (03/12/08 03:08): I was up at 11
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:08): Yeah. I have to get up earlier for the next two days to do work. D; But I'll be around.
WAR Darkness (03/12/08 03:08): So you can chat with me. :|b