The Most Romantic
Chelsea: As much as your friends who hate me don't want to acknowledge it, I am still a very immature seventeen year old with issues of her own. I probably shouldn't even spend my time talking or being in love with you but I am.
Chelsea: and I do want to help.
Chelsea: Despite the obvious useless factor.
Me: That's what I'm afraid of.
Chelsea: ?
Me: That RIGHT there.
Chelsea: Tell me.
Me: You're starting to realize "Hey, i'm still young"
Chelsea: But I'm not going to leave you.
Me: You -might- and that's why I freak out.
Chelsea: I realized I'm fucking young from the beginning.
Chelsea: I hate to say this but I've realized this may as well be pure shit but I'm staying with you. Fuck it.
Me: Last night I drempt you found someone else...someone bett------What?
Chelsea: You. I'm staying with you. I've realized that I'm young and blah blah shit like that but I don't really care.
Chelsea: I know the realities but if I can, I would like to stay with you forever.
Me: -Possibly...stunned speechless.-
Chelsea: I know it's a battle up shit crap. I know we may actually never get to hold hands but fuck. I want to stay with you.
Chelsea: What part of that don't any of you understand?
Chelsea: I know I'm immature. I know I shouldn't be making decisions like this. I know there's a bunch of more intelligent individuals stating that I'll get divorced within the first years of anything. But I will make this work.
Me: I...I don't wanna sound stupid asking this...but why...Why would you give up your future for me? I'm so thrilled that you would, but it...-why-?
Chelsea: Giving up my future? What? I'm not giving up my future. I'm making a new one with you. Viewing it as 'giving up my future ololol' is pure shit. It is like my dear mother said when I quit school to take care her, 'you're giving up your futuuureee~~ >;' . Fuck no, I want to help her and I'll still do my goddamn work and get a goddamn degree. And with you, I'll still be working hard at the damn job I want and everything else but I want to be near you.
Chelsea: Also, simple answer: I love you. May seem cheesy, may even sound absurd and completely like it's coming out of a monkey's ass but I do.
Me: ...You've change so much.
Chelsea: Also: to continue the thought I lost back at those posts --- it's really on an emotional level too. Blah, blah, gender doesn't count and so forth and so on. So even though I'm behind a computer screen I will still care about you and such even if placing our hands on the computer screen while on some video camera is the closest we get to holding hands.
Chelsea: and I do want to help.
Chelsea: Despite the obvious useless factor.
Me: That's what I'm afraid of.
Chelsea: ?
Me: That RIGHT there.
Chelsea: Tell me.
Me: You're starting to realize "Hey, i'm still young"
Chelsea: But I'm not going to leave you.
Me: You -might- and that's why I freak out.
Chelsea: I realized I'm fucking young from the beginning.
Chelsea: I hate to say this but I've realized this may as well be pure shit but I'm staying with you. Fuck it.
Me: Last night I drempt you found someone else...someone bett------What?
Chelsea: You. I'm staying with you. I've realized that I'm young and blah blah shit like that but I don't really care.
Chelsea: I know the realities but if I can, I would like to stay with you forever.
Me: -Possibly...stunned speechless.-
Chelsea: I know it's a battle up shit crap. I know we may actually never get to hold hands but fuck. I want to stay with you.
Chelsea: What part of that don't any of you understand?
Chelsea: I know I'm immature. I know I shouldn't be making decisions like this. I know there's a bunch of more intelligent individuals stating that I'll get divorced within the first years of anything. But I will make this work.
Me: I...I don't wanna sound stupid asking this...but why...Why would you give up your future for me? I'm so thrilled that you would, but it...-why-?
Chelsea: Giving up my future? What? I'm not giving up my future. I'm making a new one with you. Viewing it as 'giving up my future ololol' is pure shit. It is like my dear mother said when I quit school to take care her, 'you're giving up your futuuureee~~ >;' . Fuck no, I want to help her and I'll still do my goddamn work and get a goddamn degree. And with you, I'll still be working hard at the damn job I want and everything else but I want to be near you.
Chelsea: Also, simple answer: I love you. May seem cheesy, may even sound absurd and completely like it's coming out of a monkey's ass but I do.
Me: ...You've change so much.
Chelsea: Also: to continue the thought I lost back at those posts --- it's really on an emotional level too. Blah, blah, gender doesn't count and so forth and so on. So even though I'm behind a computer screen I will still care about you and such even if placing our hands on the computer screen while on some video camera is the closest we get to holding hands.