It's Been a Long Time....
Yeah, it's been way too long since I've updated, but I haven't had any access since about the end of May. Too much shit going down, feels like I got the world on my shoulders, but I don't feel like talking about it. Here at matt's on day 2 of his birthday (yes, he gets 2 days this year). I'ma RP after I'm done with this. Haven't been home since 11 am yesterday, and haven't been slept since that time either, but it's all good here. enjoying the company of friends I haven't seen in months, and in john's case, years. that makes me feel good, but i'm not looking forward to going home tonight because i know that my mom's going to be super pissed that i haven't been home since yesterday, cause i'm suppesed to be helping with my grandma, but it's worth it to me because i'm re-establishing old friendships (although family is suppesed to come first).
On that note, I'd like to say to Robyn that I apologie profusely for not phoning, but (weak excuse) I hate talking on the phone with a passion. it has nothing to do with the people, I just feel better about talking to people in person, and when i'm on the phone my mind seems to, no, does go blank because i can't take the pressure of having to come up with something to say (this applies to talking with my friends). Just so you know, I was never mad at you or anything, and I hope that you are not angry with me due to my childish behavior. Let's met somewhere and catch up. I still and always will love you little sis! Always remember that.
Last subject, I am in desperate need of a job. I haven't been employed since the beginning of June (I think that's when it all started to go downhill) and I don't care to get into how I lost that last job. I just REALLY hope that Odd Lotts will hire me. it's so close to my home, it's a 5 minute walk in the deep deep winnipeg snow drifts .
So, all in all, i'm felling pretty shitty with the things are in my life right now, but I'm taking it all in stride, because I know that it's up to me to do the things that will make most everything better. Always shall I embrace my feelings, because there are many things I don't agree with right now, and as i've said, it's up to me to change things.
Here's to hoping that this next RP session will make feel better till i go home.
On that note, I'd like to say to Robyn that I apologie profusely for not phoning, but (weak excuse) I hate talking on the phone with a passion. it has nothing to do with the people, I just feel better about talking to people in person, and when i'm on the phone my mind seems to, no, does go blank because i can't take the pressure of having to come up with something to say (this applies to talking with my friends). Just so you know, I was never mad at you or anything, and I hope that you are not angry with me due to my childish behavior. Let's met somewhere and catch up. I still and always will love you little sis! Always remember that.
Last subject, I am in desperate need of a job. I haven't been employed since the beginning of June (I think that's when it all started to go downhill) and I don't care to get into how I lost that last job. I just REALLY hope that Odd Lotts will hire me. it's so close to my home, it's a 5 minute walk in the deep deep winnipeg snow drifts .
So, all in all, i'm felling pretty shitty with the things are in my life right now, but I'm taking it all in stride, because I know that it's up to me to do the things that will make most everything better. Always shall I embrace my feelings, because there are many things I don't agree with right now, and as i've said, it's up to me to change things.
Here's to hoping that this next RP session will make feel better till i go home.