One Of The Most Dangerous Four Letter Words Is Hate
They say that time heals all. Who are "they" anyway, what do they know? While I think that time heals most things, there are some things, some wounds that are actually worsened by time. I believe that very few will actually understand this.
Robyn, I meant to call you yesterday, but I just didn't get the time to do so. Between Paul, Dave, and my mom, there was little, if any, chance to make that call. I'm very sorry. I'll try tonight. I wish I knew what your schedule was like so I can know when it would be best to call. And oh yeah, how come YOU haven't been updating your LJ? I don't have internet access, so what's YOUR excuse? JK JK calm down...
This is a little belated, but thanks go to Erin for all of those MIDIs and pics. My shitbox comp now has music, some *hehe* "nice" wallpapers. I must say though, my favorite midis remain "My Home Sweet Home", the "Wild Arms opening theme" and "Cosmo Canyon".
Like Colin, I tend to think too much. My thoughts remain that my journey through life will end as it has started....Alone....
Things I ponder.....
Do I have the cure for my suffering inside of me after all?
Where does my true strength lie?
Am I as undesireable (romantically) as society would have me believe?
Am I really destined to fail?
Are my dreams really as worthless to try reaching as most people tell me?
Why does everyone celebrate non-conformity when they want me to just like them?
Am I so wrong to try and be an individual?
Dammit, I ran out of time, so until next time....
Later Dayz!
Robyn, I meant to call you yesterday, but I just didn't get the time to do so. Between Paul, Dave, and my mom, there was little, if any, chance to make that call. I'm very sorry. I'll try tonight. I wish I knew what your schedule was like so I can know when it would be best to call. And oh yeah, how come YOU haven't been updating your LJ? I don't have internet access, so what's YOUR excuse? JK JK calm down...
This is a little belated, but thanks go to Erin for all of those MIDIs and pics. My shitbox comp now has music, some *hehe* "nice" wallpapers. I must say though, my favorite midis remain "My Home Sweet Home", the "Wild Arms opening theme" and "Cosmo Canyon".
Like Colin, I tend to think too much. My thoughts remain that my journey through life will end as it has started....Alone....
Things I ponder.....
Do I have the cure for my suffering inside of me after all?
Where does my true strength lie?
Am I as undesireable (romantically) as society would have me believe?
Am I really destined to fail?
Are my dreams really as worthless to try reaching as most people tell me?
Why does everyone celebrate non-conformity when they want me to just like them?
Am I so wrong to try and be an individual?
Dammit, I ran out of time, so until next time....
Later Dayz!