I'm so cold
I just got up a few mins ago......I've been having phone calls all morning. Ugh I so tired.......I'm always tired. Wish I could sleep more. David has been staying with me until 3-4am every night.....I enjoy the company it just causes me to sleep the day away. But that doesnt mean I'm going to stop haha.
Hes at work right now...I've got to go in at 4. We wont get to see each other until tonight. I hate keeping our relationship a secret but we have no choice until we can find another job. It is against company policy for employees to date and its grounds for termination even though the co owner screwed one of the waitresses. *rolls eyes*
God i hate my job....the tips are ok but everything else is BLAH. Most of the waitresses are so self centered and stuck up I cant stand being around them. Its only a few that I like.
I found lyrics to a song that kind of described how I felt with mat...ts You Still Beleive In Me by The Beach Boys. I printed them out, I'm going to give them to him when I see him.
I'm not working as much this week...I'm kind of glad. I need to get the hang of things at the restuarant before I go into it full blast or I'm going to get even more disqusted than I am now. I need an occasional break.
I've got so much I need to do, and so little time to do it. I miss the old days when thats all I had was time. *sigh* life goes on.
I'm going to start looking for another job, I know I'm going to lose this one in some way or another. I'm not happy with it at all. As soon as I get on my feet, I'm moving on my own. I might have a roomate I'm not sure yet.
Well I guess I'm gonna go throw these clothes in the dryer..I have to have the all famous black pants and denim t shirt and apron to work in tonight *grumble* what a fashion statement lol.
Hes at work right now...I've got to go in at 4. We wont get to see each other until tonight. I hate keeping our relationship a secret but we have no choice until we can find another job. It is against company policy for employees to date and its grounds for termination even though the co owner screwed one of the waitresses. *rolls eyes*
God i hate my job....the tips are ok but everything else is BLAH. Most of the waitresses are so self centered and stuck up I cant stand being around them. Its only a few that I like.
I found lyrics to a song that kind of described how I felt with mat...ts You Still Beleive In Me by The Beach Boys. I printed them out, I'm going to give them to him when I see him.
I'm not working as much this week...I'm kind of glad. I need to get the hang of things at the restuarant before I go into it full blast or I'm going to get even more disqusted than I am now. I need an occasional break.
I've got so much I need to do, and so little time to do it. I miss the old days when thats all I had was time. *sigh* life goes on.
I'm going to start looking for another job, I know I'm going to lose this one in some way or another. I'm not happy with it at all. As soon as I get on my feet, I'm moving on my own. I might have a roomate I'm not sure yet.
Well I guess I'm gonna go throw these clothes in the dryer..I have to have the all famous black pants and denim t shirt and apron to work in tonight *grumble* what a fashion statement lol.