Jan 25, 2004 19:14
Memories of the years gone by
& thoughts of the years to come
Filled with mixed emotions and worries
I have given my heart & had it broke
I have given my soul & lost myself in the process
I have given my all, just to have it thrown back
I've loved & I've lost
I've given & never received in return
Afraid of my heart being shattered again
Afraid of giving in, of losing control
A deep feeling of nothingness dwells in my soul
Not quite knowing how to express my emotions
Whatever they may be
Wishing there was someone who understands
Someone who knows how I feel & why
But there is no one like me
I'm unique, one of a kind, I'm just me
All the love & affection I possess
& no one in the world to give it to
I feel unloveable, so worthless
Scared of what tommorrow may bring
Terrified that yesterday will haunt me forever