but what do i want from me
You ever feel like you became an adult without really growing up at all?
It feels so much, all the time, like I just got stuck, that someone just pushed the pause button on me while everyone else races ahead, and I'm not moving at all, not forwards, not backwards, not anywhere, just stuck where I am.
I wonder if I'll ever stop feeling like a lost, scared little girl.
I wonder if I'll ever get my shit figured out.
I don't want to be lonely anymore. And I don't want to be stuck.
It feels so much, all the time, like I just got stuck, that someone just pushed the pause button on me while everyone else races ahead, and I'm not moving at all, not forwards, not backwards, not anywhere, just stuck where I am.
I wonder if I'll ever stop feeling like a lost, scared little girl.
I wonder if I'll ever get my shit figured out.
I don't want to be lonely anymore. And I don't want to be stuck.