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[unabletofeel]

... (pen taps)

I've been told this is how I am to communicate with others in this group...

I still don't know where I am...or who I am for that matter. This memory loss, I understand that it isn't normal, but. I feel a certain familiarity with it...

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[mistschild]

Hiya, I'm Rydia, and I'm Branded like you. I've heard this is supposed to pass with time. This whole experience makes me dizzy, but I can remember a little if I really try. Still, don't strain yourself too much, all right?

[unabletofeel]

Hello, Rydia...I'm Terra. It's nice to meet you.

We're Branded? That explains the mark on my hand...at least. Thank you for telling me that, Rydia...but that makes three of us who cannot remember.

I'll try not to. As I said before, this amnesia feels very familiar to me...maybe I'm not meant to know who I am?

[mistschild]

Nice to meet you too!

Four that I know of, actually. My memories are starting to come back, though, and it hasn't been too long. Can you remember anything?

That might be, but I don't think so. Maybe you've had amnesia before?

[unabletofeel]

Ah, yes...Arc. So us four are Branded and the guildmaster is not?

Do you remember much of yourself? Or is that too personal to ask?

I remember having no memory...but I also remember that I can use magic, and that isn't normal.

(pause)

I also remember a clown...that was horrible? I don't think I'm making sense.

[mistschild]

That's exactly it.

I remember a few things, but it's still hazy. First, I was remembering vague pictures, but when I thought about them, I could piece together a few details.

Really? Magic's normal where I came from, though not everyone can or wants to use it. Why wouldn't magic be normal?

[Pause.] What sort of clown?

[unabletofeel]

So as long as we keep trying...our memories should be able to be pieced together. That is good at least.

...I don't know to be honest. All I can remember is that it was a rarity, and I could use it. That was somehow not normal... I'm sorry, though. I wish I could tell you more.

I...a clown, well. He was dressed more like a jester, but I remember him being horrible and significant at the same time. I remember being frightened by him and his actions...

[mistschild]

That might be why Mr. Reed gave these books to us, so we could help each other piece together the facts.

It doesn't seem to be rare here, at least. I can use magic too. Are you a white mage or a black mage?

I'm having a hard time imagining what a frightening clown would be like, but I believe you.

[unabletofeel]

That's possible... Even if it isn't the case, It's good we can use them for such a purpose.

No, it doesn't. Hm... I seem to be more of a Black Mage, however I can also use some significant White Mage Spells. What about you, Rydia?

Thank you...I know it sounds silly, but I'm telling the truth. He's very prominent in my memory...not just recently, but he seems to be always there.

I'm sorry if I'm not making much sense...there's a few things I need to think on and figure out. But I am happy full of joy? (gone) content that we're talking Rydia.

[mistschild]

That's true.

I'm a black mage, but I'm also a summoner. I'm trying to figure out how to summon my Eidolons, but it's hard since I can't remember any of their names.

What do you remember about the clown? Don't force, though.

It's okay, I think we're all confused right now.

[unabletofeel]

You can summon, also? Do you at least remember what these Eidolons look like? Because...sometimes an image can be enough to trigger a memory.

He...was very prominent in my memories. Insanity and destruction emanated from him like a bad aura...but that's all I remember. I do remember magic...lots of magic and lost magic. It's very confusing, but...I'm certain that magic was the reasoning behind everything.

I agree...though I'm sure we'll figure things out.