Harri hun, of course you are going to be upset, it has nothing to do with the antidepressants. Don't feel guilty for grieving, it helps just let it all out. When my Grandad died I didn't cry at first but that just made me feel so much worse that at the funeral I just couldn't cope and was hysterical. I still think about him almost everyday and I think he is looking down on me and my family, it is up to you if you choose to believe something like that but it just helps, you know. I think everything else you're feeling is just part of growing up, we don't have the stability of school, or Norfolk or reliable friends anymore and yes it's scary but it's exciting too. Try not to look at the negatives so much- you're doing a great degree for a career you love, you're very intelligent and beautiful and you pull all the time! Maybe your friends didn't ask you to play cards, but if you asked to join in I'm sure they'd let u- and u could suggest uno! Feeling mixed up all the time is what every teenager goes through, I go from immense highs to lows, to paranoia, to contempt...but I just try and believe that when things are shity they will get better, u may have to do it yourself but life is for living, so enjoy it my dear. take care xxxxx
I think everything else you're feeling is just part of growing up, we don't have the stability of school, or Norfolk or reliable friends anymore and yes it's scary but it's exciting too. Try not to look at the negatives so much- you're doing a great degree for a career you love, you're very intelligent and beautiful and you pull all the time! Maybe your friends didn't ask you to play cards, but if you asked to join in I'm sure they'd let u- and u could suggest uno!
Feeling mixed up all the time is what every teenager goes through, I go from immense highs to lows, to paranoia, to contempt...but I just try and believe that when things are shity they will get better, u may have to do it yourself but life is for living, so enjoy it my dear.
take care xxxxx
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