Apr 07, 2009 13:21
I have not updated in a while. I have completely overwhelmed with horses, work and amazingly men.
but one thing at a time.
the horse show went really well player with a compete crazy man the first day of the show It was very scary; however the second day he was wonderful I also showed BL Bing Bam Boom in the show hack which he won. He is a ok horse, he breaks below level and is ok on his gates.But for a half arabian that is not great he was a little boring to ride he isnt hot at all and just goes around the ring. But other then that he was great. Rebecca brought these smelly ass fucking pigs with us ughh they were horriable. then last night she
pissed me off. I know my horse needs a lot of work he has only been back for 3 weeks!! I have NO problem saying that. But he is a very talented and loving. but she feels because she has won at NSH finals with 5 horses in her class that she is so much better then I am. We all excel in
things and we can ALL learn from someone no rider is perfect a rider that can not ask for help is pathetic. '
I am hurt but people always putting me down. I have my fucking best friend and the fact she called prism a no talented loser
did it for me last night. I love jacqui and even though i do sometimes feel she doesnt feel the same way I love her and prism and
would love to have the opportunity to show him more than any horse she has offered me and it had NOTHING to do with that fact he
is a National Champion because roses mean nothing when it comes to the true talent and attitude a horse has. Its sad that someone has
to put down a wonderful horse and rider and myself to feel better.
Men.... ughh men.... I have a few words. I need my jacqui.