(no subject)
Yesterday start absolutely wonderful Jacqui and I went shopping at Sawgrass where of course we had fun making crude remarks at people. When we arrive back to the house I felt fine but shortly after I had an horrible panic attack my skin felt like it was going to melt off. I hate them I just want them to stop they disrupt my life and make everyone around me suffer. If it wasn't for Jacqui and Clay being there and helping last night i don't know what i would have done. Jacqui is the only person I know i can count on I know that's why she has been my best friend for so long 10 years or something. I so tired of the panic attacks. Happy fucking New Year *note the sarcasm*