Coming Home Soon.
Well, I am exhausted. The boys have physically and financially drained me this summer and yet I loved every minute of it. After we left Cali, I decided to take them to visit a friend of mine named Alex who lives in southern Florida. I was nice. First Disneyland then Disneyworld (or is it the other way around). Kinda hard to keep track of all this.
I have already decided that when they hit 12 years old, I am taking them to Cider Point. I believe it is one of the largest amusement parks in the world or something. I think my demon kids (lol.) would really love that.
Well, if you're wondering, No my wife isn't with me. She and I are having a lot of problems. I got into a big fight with her before we left because she hit the boys. She didn't just hit them on the hand or something, she left a mark on them when she hit them with something. I wasn't home, but when I saw the mark and they told me that "Mommy did it." I flipped. Naturally. I don't want my sons hit like that. There are other ways to punish and discipline a child. I mean, that's not right to me.
So, she left to stay with her mother for a while. I don't know what to do. We had been having a lot of problems before this and I think she just used this as a excuse to leave. She had hinted to me a few times that having the twins tied her down too much. I spend more time with my sons then she ever has. Why does she feel tied down, yet I feel like everything is wonderful when I have them near me.
It's killing me, not because she's most likely leaving me, but because she's walking away from my boys and that's the last thing I want. I know I can raise them on my own, but that's not what I wanted for them. I wanted them to actually have areal family life. Not something that's broken, because I had already done that, and I hated it. What makes me think it will work out fine for them?
I have already decided that when they hit 12 years old, I am taking them to Cider Point. I believe it is one of the largest amusement parks in the world or something. I think my demon kids (lol.) would really love that.
Well, if you're wondering, No my wife isn't with me. She and I are having a lot of problems. I got into a big fight with her before we left because she hit the boys. She didn't just hit them on the hand or something, she left a mark on them when she hit them with something. I wasn't home, but when I saw the mark and they told me that "Mommy did it." I flipped. Naturally. I don't want my sons hit like that. There are other ways to punish and discipline a child. I mean, that's not right to me.
So, she left to stay with her mother for a while. I don't know what to do. We had been having a lot of problems before this and I think she just used this as a excuse to leave. She had hinted to me a few times that having the twins tied her down too much. I spend more time with my sons then she ever has. Why does she feel tied down, yet I feel like everything is wonderful when I have them near me.
It's killing me, not because she's most likely leaving me, but because she's walking away from my boys and that's the last thing I want. I know I can raise them on my own, but that's not what I wanted for them. I wanted them to actually have areal family life. Not something that's broken, because I had already done that, and I hated it. What makes me think it will work out fine for them?