Nothing new is something good
Wow, I guess it's been awhile, lots happened since the last time I wrote in here. It's been almost a month and a half. Well since then, me and K went to the Kenny Chesney concert and had a blast! Never thought I would have so much fun at a country concert. We had a great time and a wonderful night afterward, as always. We always end our nights in each others arms, whether it be for just a little bit or all night. I feel so comfortable and loved when I am in her arms and she is holding me. I know that in the last couple of weeks I kinda acted like an ass with the whole Tabatha thing and I kinda feel bad about it but in a way I don't. She traveled here all the way from Texas when we thought that the two of them would never meet. I had a hard time swallowing all of that. I know if the situation would have been reversed, K would have had a cow. I was fine after I met her, she seemed sweet and I really did try to get to know her for who she was. I respected the fact that her and K were such good friends and I wanted her to get to know me too as a person. Unfortunately due to uncontrollable circumstances, Amanda made me worry the rest of the night and then I was chased down by my stalker ex who threatened to kill himself. A perfect end to an already tense night. I just wanted the chance to let her get to know me and not my past. The last thing I wanted her to see about me was the situation that I just came from and all the drama that K has to put up with to be with me. It didn't happen very often and it just made me sick to know that it did when she was here. I wanted them to have no part in that that night. I am more comfortable with her as a person now, but I really wanted her to just get to know me for who I was and not my past. Anyways enough with that. Things are pretty much back to normal with us, after all the excitement. We have both been pretty good about going to the gym diligently and eating fairly healthy. It's always easier when you have somebody to do it with. It makes for good motivation when you have somebody to exercise with and someone to plan your meals with and things. Plus it is an extra incentive knowing that you are not only trying to look good for yourself, but also for the one you love as well. I am quite proud of us cause we both have been trying really hard. I got up to 10 minutes on the elliptical (no match for her 20, but it isn't a competition)!! I am at least proud of myself for that. But other than that things seem to be pretty quiet for the time being, other than my 8 million cavities I have to have filled along with the root canal and getting my wisdom teeth pulled. Very excited about that (not!), among costing a fortune. But things are good otherwise, like I said things are quiet, and nothing new is definitely something good, because I think we could all use a little bit of a break from all the chaos in our lives sometimes. Just remember, life gets better as days go by. We may still have our mountains to climb and our problems to face, but they all work themselves out in the end and I can't wait till I get my own place and can start living my life again the way I want to. That's it for now. Love you more than ever K!!! Thank you for being such a wonderful motivator and an even better friend. You mean the world to me and I can't wait to wake up every morning and see what the future brings for us. Love you dearly!!! Sweet dreams!!!