So, This is Me that has been in hiding

[destiny2u]

I hide. Fairly often. I used to care about what other people would think if they knew the real me. I miss talking to a few of my friend that I could be the real me. Like Andrew. But, I realize in the long run he doesn't have time for a lonely girl from Glasgow. I just deal. Go on like everything is cool. But, I do miss coming home and finding his emails. They gave me such hope in boys and all there stupidity. I have prom soon in a little over a month. I have a dress but I haven't actually got it yet. I worry about a lot more people now. It seems that as I've gone on in life that as I grow closer to God the more problems I have. I guess this is my test. It would be so much easier to just ignore my heart but I find it hard to remove that part of my heart. So I'm dealing. I wish boys weren't so dumb and I could be a lot easier. I was stuck in Wal-Mart for Cory for about a hour and he says he doesn't understand our relationship. Whatever. I don't understand much these days. I started my own series of articles on female gamers. They are called Saria's Satires. They are interesting. They didn't start quite the response I expected. But, I haven't really gotten into them yet. Just the first issue. Well, love you guys. Hope to see all of you soon. And a special shout out to Jeremy, Happy 24th. Don't move to Nashville until we do band camp.

Love Always,
Becca