Sep 14, 2008 23:19
This month has run away from me. I felt like i was starting to get into the groove of this. I am even learning to like to ride my bike But tomorrow is the 15th so i have 15 days before i leave bellingham for the foreseeable future. I am having pre-leaving separation anxiety. i am leaving a job i like pretty well and thus the option of financial stability.
More importantly i am leaving almost all of my amazing friends, my boyfriend, and most of my acquaintances as well. I am going to try an not focus on that but people keep reminding me so it is becoming harder and harder to ignore.
I sent in an application today for an apartment. With Jen, one of my 2 friends in LA. It couldn't be going more easily. I do need a job, but i am starting to question why i want to leave.