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Aug 24, 2006 23:19

i promised myself that i wouldnt let this happen. that i wouldn't act like this, and feel like this. and be hurt and humiliated like this. but i guess that's how life works. i need to make a decision, stick to it, and face the consequences. i just wish it wasnt him.

i should have listened to my gut in the first place in this situation. i'm scared that my feelings may be too strong to come up with any totally positive outcomes. its ironic really. a conversation early on revealed that everyone was scared i'd get hurt. and somehow, with all the precautions taken, it still happened.
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