Days go by...
Changing jobs was probably the best thing to do. I am making so much more money and I am actually doing something that I enjoy. From going to an Ice Cream Scooper to a Receptionist at Restaurant Depot is amazing. I love it. The people there are amazing. And I have a fan club there. There are certain people that constantly hit on me. Jose believes I am married though, so he doesn't really hit on me, he is just a sweet guy. And then we have Alvin. This guys is just fucking ugly. HAHA... He hasn't hit on me since he saw Rob come into the store. He knew it was my boyfriend and must have stared at us the entire time we were going to shop. And another thing that totally rocks about my job, I work with my father. I love my dad. It is awesome working with him. :]
I'm alittle worried that I am definitely losing my friends. There are only about like 2 I still talk to... Alissa and Barbara. And believe me, those are definitely the two that matter.. but.... I don't know. I hate how everyone says "When I go to college we will write everyday and hang out whenever I am home..." Fuck that bullshit. Angela never even said Goodbye to me when she left, she just up and left. I tried to contact Brianne numerous times over break to hangout and she never responded to me. I hate it. We said we would lose touch and we are. I write letters to people and they don't write back, other than Barb...thanks babe.... but I can't stand when I am making an effort with people who don't even deserve the time sometimes. UGH! And then Laura, I haven't talked to her in I can't tell you how long. We haven't hung out in a while. I don't know, sometimes I miss her and sometimes I don't. Stupid decisions in life will get you NO WHERE!
Right now I am waiting to go into my Botany class. All of my classes are awesome this semester. I am trying to acheive the Dean's list this term. If I get better grades my car insurance goes down. If that isn't a bribe to get good grades I don't know what is.
I'm done ranting, I'll probably be back to go it again soon..
I just want to be engaged.
And I still haven't had my break down so stuff just keeps adding up inside me. I'm ready to blow.. and no one can come pick me up and let me do that, it sucks.
I'm alittle worried that I am definitely losing my friends. There are only about like 2 I still talk to... Alissa and Barbara. And believe me, those are definitely the two that matter.. but.... I don't know. I hate how everyone says "When I go to college we will write everyday and hang out whenever I am home..." Fuck that bullshit. Angela never even said Goodbye to me when she left, she just up and left. I tried to contact Brianne numerous times over break to hangout and she never responded to me. I hate it. We said we would lose touch and we are. I write letters to people and they don't write back, other than Barb...thanks babe.... but I can't stand when I am making an effort with people who don't even deserve the time sometimes. UGH! And then Laura, I haven't talked to her in I can't tell you how long. We haven't hung out in a while. I don't know, sometimes I miss her and sometimes I don't. Stupid decisions in life will get you NO WHERE!
Right now I am waiting to go into my Botany class. All of my classes are awesome this semester. I am trying to acheive the Dean's list this term. If I get better grades my car insurance goes down. If that isn't a bribe to get good grades I don't know what is.
I'm done ranting, I'll probably be back to go it again soon..
I just want to be engaged.
And I still haven't had my break down so stuff just keeps adding up inside me. I'm ready to blow.. and no one can come pick me up and let me do that, it sucks.