in a cage
i feel like i'm trapped.
like, nothing is making me feel better.
music, talking to my friends.
nothing.
i just wish i could find some relief somewhere.
i'm supposed to go to orientation tomorrow.
but my parents, once again, have probably ruined that.
mj was gonna give me a ride, but my parents said no.
and then changed their mind after she went to church.
just my luck.
i really wanna go. i haven't seen becky in such a long time.
i miss her.
damn. i'm pathetic.
i need let out of this cage.
it's really pissing me off.