SSSSSSSOOOOOOO Over it
Guess what happened yesterday at lunch...... go on take a guess......... C'MON GUESS!!!!!!!! WWWWWEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL................ I GOT D-ZUMPED there is no other way around it I was D - U - M - P - E - D!!!! I went through my stages already and now I’m pretty much over it.
At First I was sad from like lunch til the beginning of 5th but even though I kinda tried I didn't cry so if I can't cry over it, it's obviously not worth it.
Then I went through my mad revenge stage where I was all I can't believe he dumped me I’m gonna blah blah blah him and he's such a yada yada ya da. And that went by really REALLY fast it was like the middle of 5th, by the end I was SO over it.
Actually it's kinda funny because he basically told me "IT'S NOT ME IT'S YOU"
His Reasons
- I wasn't making enough time for him
- I talk about other guys too much
- I don't talk about him on my lj
- (He didn't say this to me but he said) I was being a bad gf
- I was trying to avoid him
My Answer
- True
- True
- Not Entirely True
- True
- False
My Explanation
- I didn't really realize it until the week before the Annie play the first time we were suppose to meet, he ditched me the next weekend I was getting my revenge, well no I just had other plans. The next few weeks were ones I just had to spend with my family (because my baby sister hates me and the other one can't stop calling me Nkemka Grr) and Natasha because.... because she doesn't go to my school and Mr. Brightside does
- What can I say, look at my lj it's all about boys. Look at it... it's freakin public access and my dumb ass put it on here lol shows how smart I am but why is he sneak- you know what never mind. I just talk about guys ALOT
- He's Mr. Brightside... he gets occasional honorable mentions
- No explanation I WAS A TERRIBLE GF
- I wasn't trying to avoid him it just seemed that way because he didn't get to spend time with me on the weekends yet, which I was soo planning on doing this weekend but w/e.
It was almost like was 4 months WOW, it sounds alot longer then it was.I mean GEEZ I was a BAD GF... I would have broken up with me a long time ago, that lasted a little too long and should have ended a while ago. We're better off as friends because that's basically wat we were friends that could kiss each other< that's sounds wrong for some reason... I'll just stick with friends; we're better off as friends. But isn't that one of the biggest lies of breaking up... I mean he just called me too make sure we're still friends but truthfully the friends thing never work out. Well it does on my part cause I get over it really fast but if he can actually be my friend and not pull a James (one of my infamous exes) on me I will be surprised. But I would like to be his friend because 1. He’s really cool, 2. We hang out in the same spot and the last thing that boring spot needs is awkwardness and 3. He’s really cool.
Well now that's that over I guess I get to go out this weekend, single I already asked my mom so nothing can just come up... and now that I’m single I get to do W/E. And omg I must be friends with Flame again cause he's really cool too AND SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOtttttttttttt and that's capital H's O's and a grip of t's.
So I’m gonna go find out who wants to join me on Friday. And then I get to ride the twins bus tomorrow to go to Natasha’s house so maybe I’ll talk to them I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE... lol wow I do talk about boys alot well W/E I'M FREE NOW SO WHO REALLY CARES? Not I... I'M FREE BITCH FREE!!! (lol I really don't have good sense)
Ure and Kyle (Mr.Brightside) Dec. 25- Mar. 14 2005
R.I.P.