you look colorless in memory
I've decided its high time I stopped watching and did something. So, in the matter of what to do regarding unfairness of an old friend, I'm taking up on a few offers for help. I'm adding my own twist.. just to add that perfect little kick in the teeth. Things are about to get more than interesting.
Past few days have been more or less unnessesarily dramatic. Dee's not allowed in the house anymore. Once again, I'm better off not talking about it outside of casual mentioning.
I'm almost done of the antibiotics for my tooth, thank god. I can't wait. I'm down to 110 again, and since I'm insecure and paranoid most of the time (its not like I hide that side of me well) I suppose I can't complain too much. But I'll certainly like it when food stops tasting like metal and bile.
I think I'm going to visit the ocean. I'll wait till the family's gone to bed. Its cold but I miss visiting it more than usual lately. I'm not sure why. Instead of the usual tsunami dreams, I've been reliving the past. Its strange, but I'm not inclined to think it means more than loneliness and nostalgia.
Anyway, I'm gonna make a few phone calls and read some more hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, since I'm prolly the last person in the world who hasn't picked it up yet.
peace.
Past few days have been more or less unnessesarily dramatic. Dee's not allowed in the house anymore. Once again, I'm better off not talking about it outside of casual mentioning.
I'm almost done of the antibiotics for my tooth, thank god. I can't wait. I'm down to 110 again, and since I'm insecure and paranoid most of the time (its not like I hide that side of me well) I suppose I can't complain too much. But I'll certainly like it when food stops tasting like metal and bile.
I think I'm going to visit the ocean. I'll wait till the family's gone to bed. Its cold but I miss visiting it more than usual lately. I'm not sure why. Instead of the usual tsunami dreams, I've been reliving the past. Its strange, but I'm not inclined to think it means more than loneliness and nostalgia.
Anyway, I'm gonna make a few phone calls and read some more hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, since I'm prolly the last person in the world who hasn't picked it up yet.
peace.