current.

[dessypop]

i want to tear and cut something.
to release this i don't know what feeling inside me.
i want to drop something heavy like my washing machine out from my house.
to get this loud boom that will hit my heart in a single shot.
i want to swim the ocean.
to feel the exhaustion that race through my whole body.
i want to shut my door loudly.
to make everything around silent.

yea. i want to do so many things.