THUG
LAST NIGHT I FIGRUED OUT THAT I CANT BE AWAY FROM HER...I CANT JUST NOT TALK TO HER....EVEN IF SHE HURT ME OR DID SOMTHING WRONG..I CANT JUST NOT TALK TO HER...SHES THE ONE I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT....WITH OUT HER THERE IS NO ME.....WITH OUT HER ITS LIKE ME BEING A VEGITABLE AND CANT DO ANYTHING.....I CRIED WHEN SHES HURT ME I CRIED.....I HAVENT CRIED FOR A GIRL FOR LIKE........THREE OR FOUR YEARS.....WHATS WRONG WITH ME...I ALWAY WONDER WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME WHY CANT SHE LOVE ME BACK WHY DOESNT SHE WANT TO BE WITH ME....WHAT AM I DOING WRONG....ITS NOT LIKE IM A ASS TO HER...ALL THE TIME......ITS NOT LIKE I DONT TRY PLEASEING HER....IF I WORKED AND MADE MONEY ...AND SHE JUST RANDOMLY SAID "OH I WANT THAT OR I WANT TO GO THERE"...ID BE GLAD TO TAKE HER IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY KNOWING SHES HAPPY ....RIGHT NOW ALL I KNOW WHAT TO DO IS LOVE HER EVEN IF SHE DOESNT LOVE ME BACK I DONT CARE SHES MY BEST FRIEND AND I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!