fuuuuuuuuuck! everything!
Love is just a bunch of shit waiting to happen, caring for someone so much willing to do anything for them and they turn around and stab you in the back and watch the blood bleed through and laugh at you wile your choking and grasping for air. loving them even as they do this it makes you wonder..is this a time to cry or is this a time to die? wondering...what to do..... call for help...or use your last words to tell her how i feel?....things wont ever be the same.....a broken heart is a broken soul....stuck here on this planet watching over and over the things shes done that has.........slowly.....killed me
today i havent felt this way since 6th grade when the girl i loved felt like we shouldnt be with each other even though we got back for 2 years i felt like my life was gone...i moved to temecula and slowly becoming back to the happy out going bryan ..then i met some one and she changed my life i felt like i was with breanna agine and the 2 years were back on track i wanted to be with her so badly i would do almost anything then tonight she messed it up adding to all the problems that has happen tonight it blew me off the cliff that i should of jumped off a long time ago... tomorrow ill see billy and aaron maybe that will change my mood because im fucking pissed and sad
today i havent felt this way since 6th grade when the girl i loved felt like we shouldnt be with each other even though we got back for 2 years i felt like my life was gone...i moved to temecula and slowly becoming back to the happy out going bryan ..then i met some one and she changed my life i felt like i was with breanna agine and the 2 years were back on track i wanted to be with her so badly i would do almost anything then tonight she messed it up adding to all the problems that has happen tonight it blew me off the cliff that i should of jumped off a long time ago... tomorrow ill see billy and aaron maybe that will change my mood because im fucking pissed and sad