That had to be the worst thing EVER!
Hmm...
Tomarrow I turn 16, and i'm happy of course, but i'm also sort of sad.. I'm happy cause by damn it's my sweet 16, it's the 3rd most important birthday. 1. Your actuall birth 2. You're 21st 3. Your 16th and 4. Your 18th. I'm excited cause it's that nervous birthday excitment. I don't know why i would be sad...Maybe it's because i have to spend the entire day at a track meet. Maybe it's because i'm 2 years from being an adult, there goes my childhood out the window. Maybe because it's been an entire year sence i've done silly things with the girls and cut off ties with matt...
Speaking of Matt. Here Without You came on the radio today and i cried. I hate that.... I just cried. I mean i don't even care about him like that anymore, but that song, just hurts to listen to.
Matt Claudon got me a b-day present. Pixie- Stix, and i guess you can count the dew from Trey as one too... It was pretty nice.
We watched "The Passion" In history today. I don't know... It just kinda depressed me, and made me think about religion some more, which i hate doing in the first place. My entire class was engrossed in the greatness of the power of christ, and i just wasn't amused, entertained, or effected by it. It's just not my thing i guess... Makes my opinions look like a skam, makes me look like a horrible person.(Courtney Canteberry so diligently pointed out) You know what, If you don't like me or the way i think, or the fact that jesus is NOT my homeboy, you can go fuck yourself. Cause i refuse to be someone i'm not and i refuse to believe in something just cause every fuckin body else does.
Coach Barnard told me he was gonna slap me across the face today... I don't think he likes me much. He called me stupid too... cause i smashed my finger in between two 35's in the weight room... i almost cried. I HATE powercleans. They make my shoulders friggin die. They suck soo hard core!
I'm going to blaines this evening wich should be fun...
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(I'll update again later)