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So.
Tonight was pretty shitty.
I got fanagled into driving by ashley's house.
Now people think I'm a crazy stalker...but I'm really not.
I was at Tyler's house for a little, and when I dropped him off after running to Walmart, him and ashley were talking.
They were talking about being dishonest, and he was asking Ashey if she did stuff with Shawn, and how long they were alone together.
...and it made me realllllllllllllly uncomfortable.
I just wanted to walk out the door and run.
They were yelling, and she hates me, and I just can't deal.
I feel like they're using us to get back at each other.
I'm sick of not being able to be just friends with someone.
So after they hung up, I just walked out the door.
I sat in my car and screamed the F word at the top of my lungs.
And said a lot of other mean things that I would never say in front of people.
Because I couldn't cry.
It just wasn't in the cards tonight.
I'm just fed up with all of this.
Went to Applebee's with Megan.
They played Everything by Lifehouse.
We both sat there, and pretend cried.
haha it was humorous.
I bet the waitresses think we're crazy.
We also laughed at the fact that it was a Saturday night
and everyone had ditched us
and we were each other's dates (more pretend crying followed)
We watched The Notebook...which usually makes me bawl my eyes out
I fell asleep.
Tonight was pretty shitty.
I got fanagled into driving by ashley's house.
Now people think I'm a crazy stalker...but I'm really not.
I was at Tyler's house for a little, and when I dropped him off after running to Walmart, him and ashley were talking.
They were talking about being dishonest, and he was asking Ashey if she did stuff with Shawn, and how long they were alone together.
...and it made me realllllllllllllly uncomfortable.
I just wanted to walk out the door and run.
They were yelling, and she hates me, and I just can't deal.
I feel like they're using us to get back at each other.
I'm sick of not being able to be just friends with someone.
So after they hung up, I just walked out the door.
I sat in my car and screamed the F word at the top of my lungs.
And said a lot of other mean things that I would never say in front of people.
Because I couldn't cry.
It just wasn't in the cards tonight.
I'm just fed up with all of this.
Went to Applebee's with Megan.
They played Everything by Lifehouse.
We both sat there, and pretend cried.
haha it was humorous.
I bet the waitresses think we're crazy.
We also laughed at the fact that it was a Saturday night
and everyone had ditched us
and we were each other's dates (more pretend crying followed)
We watched The Notebook...which usually makes me bawl my eyes out
I fell asleep.