for this, i will repent

[despisethelies]

fuckin' folly was so good.
i was the only girl dancing.. except like one who did it once.
this fucking douche bag started windmilling my back and fucking punched me in the right ear.
and i still can't fuckin hear right out of it.
we'll see what happens tomorrow morning if it's still like this.
i saw chris!! i haven't seen him in forever. he's silly.
and adam and pplz from hamden. that was cool cuz i never see them.
i went with david, derek and ron.
it was so awesome. that was my first time actually dancing in a hardcore mosh pit where there were other fuckers there too.
i never knew who punched me. i'm so fucking glad my industrial didn't rip out. i was worrying about that today actually.
if you worry about something, it'll happen. hah.

but it was awesome. i only got a few pictures. and i dropped my camera twice throwing down. so then i gave it to jen to hold.
yay throwdown shit!
i'll see folly again i thinkkkkk in like new york somewhere, sometime.

and derek is so good at making things awkward.
but in the end it's never awkward. cuz david's cool about shit.
i was gonna ask him why he was so chill about it.
but i didn't have the chance to. or balls, maybe.

goodnight, let's hope the best fo mah hearing shit.