Jul 25, 2004 19:18
well lets seee.
yesterday was fun. first i went to pam*s house and she taught me the dance to i wanna be bad and i REALLY LIKE DANCING WITH CHAIRS. lol yeah then i fell off the chair and banged my head and kicked pam by accidetn hahaha sry bout that !! then we went to tom*s house and that was fun and then we went to mike*s house and that was fun too we had smore thingies. and played on the trampoline. and that was fun haha uuuuuuuuuhmm yeah i dont ilke remember nething else hahah soo =]
then today i went to my aunts and hung out with my aunt and my mom.. fun fun i got a pair of shoes an awesome new pina colada lip gloss. eyeliner. and a cute new bag =] good day lol then we went out for dinner and like i guess i was takling about these flavors of vodka cuz my mom was like .. do u have the orange one and i was like mom its absolut mandarin and liek then the lemon one is citron and i was like explaining all the names and flavors.. eyah so ilke it was really ufnny cuz the waitress was like umm how do u know all this!? yeah well that was funnish i guess. i got a pina colada tho and it was reallly good.
and so i`m gonan go watch dirty dancing havana nights with my mom and then i dont know.
i have a major problem with obsessing over things and then jumping to conclusions and just daydreaming about all the bad stuff that will happen to me because of what i obsessed over. and it`s ruining my life!
"jealousy will lead me to hatred and i don`t want to hate you"
.. i just wish i was perfect or had everything i cud dream of because then i would be happy =[
yeah i`m in a .. ehh ok mood so i guess cal me if u wanna cheer me up but i don`t really feel like talking or nething
_Lindsey_
ps: why do somethings make such a big difference?
why do somethings change everything else?