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Build it then burn it.
Definitely the story of my life. I try to be there for people when they need it, tell the truth when I can, and be a decent person when given the chance unfortunately, despite my best efforts, im human and stumble too. I think the common misconception is that I can see peoples thoughts and the future and make them happy all at the same time...unfortunately I cant do any of those things but I can try to make my best guess at what some of those should be like and be okay with that...I dont turn my back. I dont get upset usually. I tell it like it is because chances are they cant do those things either. I cant be the only one putting effort into it though.
Ive been on the verge of a breakdown because sometimes I feel like my best is never good enough...honestly, ive gotta wonder sometimes where my rock is within this shit-talking and misunderstanding that takes place in this life... I think the only thing holding me together is my pride. Im proud of where ive come and how ive got here...who ive become... but some people like to make that a guessing game and control that to the point where you cant see straight. So here is my goal... stand up straight when somebody hurts me, continue living for other people more than myself...know that i do right when im told that i am and try to make things better when im wrong.
Definitely the story of my life. I try to be there for people when they need it, tell the truth when I can, and be a decent person when given the chance unfortunately, despite my best efforts, im human and stumble too. I think the common misconception is that I can see peoples thoughts and the future and make them happy all at the same time...unfortunately I cant do any of those things but I can try to make my best guess at what some of those should be like and be okay with that...I dont turn my back. I dont get upset usually. I tell it like it is because chances are they cant do those things either. I cant be the only one putting effort into it though.
Ive been on the verge of a breakdown because sometimes I feel like my best is never good enough...honestly, ive gotta wonder sometimes where my rock is within this shit-talking and misunderstanding that takes place in this life... I think the only thing holding me together is my pride. Im proud of where ive come and how ive got here...who ive become... but some people like to make that a guessing game and control that to the point where you cant see straight. So here is my goal... stand up straight when somebody hurts me, continue living for other people more than myself...know that i do right when im told that i am and try to make things better when im wrong.