life and such
I enrolled in the digital audio production class at ivy tech. its only a few classes but hopefully i get a few questions answered that have been on my mind that I cant quite figure out. I think in the end it will be good for me and hopefully open up some new avenues.
Secondly, Im strongly considering counseling. Theres a huge stipulation about it that if you are being counseled you are actually crazy... but in my mind if you are actually trying to better yourself in doing so and youre trying to bring to light your so called demons then good for you. There is nothing you cant overcome and by getting someone elses perspective on your own actions... maybe in time you can learn to control those reflexes. I AM worth it.
A few things I need to remember/appreciate about myself:
I appreciate the fact that I put others before myself. I am stubborn but if its really important to somebody I will do it.
I appreciate the fact that im honest. There are alot of people that will just tell you what you want to hear, count me out of that list
I appreciate the fact that im respectful.
I have surrounded myself with great people. Not alot of people have that and im greatful.
I appreciate the creative side of me. Im not especially skilled at one instrument but I like that I am able to piece together songs.
I appreciate that im a hard worker and dont give up on anything unless I have too or forced too or cant physically/mentally do so.
I appreciate my family
I appreciate where ive come in life.
last but not least, Im going to try and fix my house up to sell by this summer I think. Ive had alot of good memories being my first house and all but its also something i never figured id stay at for very long. I cannot picture my next step fully but given some goals to achieve that next step should be easier to find as it is for most of life.
Secondly, Im strongly considering counseling. Theres a huge stipulation about it that if you are being counseled you are actually crazy... but in my mind if you are actually trying to better yourself in doing so and youre trying to bring to light your so called demons then good for you. There is nothing you cant overcome and by getting someone elses perspective on your own actions... maybe in time you can learn to control those reflexes. I AM worth it.
A few things I need to remember/appreciate about myself:
I appreciate the fact that I put others before myself. I am stubborn but if its really important to somebody I will do it.
I appreciate the fact that im honest. There are alot of people that will just tell you what you want to hear, count me out of that list
I appreciate the fact that im respectful.
I have surrounded myself with great people. Not alot of people have that and im greatful.
I appreciate the creative side of me. Im not especially skilled at one instrument but I like that I am able to piece together songs.
I appreciate that im a hard worker and dont give up on anything unless I have too or forced too or cant physically/mentally do so.
I appreciate my family
I appreciate where ive come in life.
last but not least, Im going to try and fix my house up to sell by this summer I think. Ive had alot of good memories being my first house and all but its also something i never figured id stay at for very long. I cannot picture my next step fully but given some goals to achieve that next step should be easier to find as it is for most of life.