An urgent plea
I have a request...a plea, really...
If anyone can find my Christine...I need her greatly. It is not just a matter of love and making things right between us now, but a matter of life and death. I have not been doing well of late....yes, the Angel of Music has been ill. After all, I'm not truly an angel...my wings...well the feathers are not glossy and clean. They are dull and lifeless. My body is betraying me again. The attacks are back worse than before, and the addiction I thought had been left behind when I gained these powers is back. I need my morphine again.
I have done extensive research, and have discovered, by that and help from a certain nameless source, that I overlooked something. Apparently I must be in close contact with my Christine for me to remain alive and well. And as I've been away from her for almost two months, have in fact not heard a thing from her, no matter how I beg, in that long time period.... my time is quickly running up.
I shall not be here much longer... Unless I can find her. I shall be a lifeless husk, to forever remain where I fall, should she not return. If I do fall, only she can bring me back. Anyone else who tries to help will only be condemning me to a worse fate, and a longer struggle back if she returns.
If I do, indeed, expire, please convey my deepest love to her. Tell her I'm sorry for what I've done, and that I wish I'd been able to make it up to her.
I fear this is goodbye, my friends. I shall strive to my utmost ability to leave a last note when I feel I am weakening.
~Erik~
((typist--I'm not killing him off for good, I promise. I just...I need a Christine for me to feel worthwhile and good in the rp. Nothing against Fishy who plays Luciana, or Mimi who plays Giovanni..I just...I need Chrissy. Please, you two...don't give up the characters. I promise I'll be around still, and erik's not gone just yet...))
If anyone can find my Christine...I need her greatly. It is not just a matter of love and making things right between us now, but a matter of life and death. I have not been doing well of late....yes, the Angel of Music has been ill. After all, I'm not truly an angel...my wings...well the feathers are not glossy and clean. They are dull and lifeless. My body is betraying me again. The attacks are back worse than before, and the addiction I thought had been left behind when I gained these powers is back. I need my morphine again.
I have done extensive research, and have discovered, by that and help from a certain nameless source, that I overlooked something. Apparently I must be in close contact with my Christine for me to remain alive and well. And as I've been away from her for almost two months, have in fact not heard a thing from her, no matter how I beg, in that long time period.... my time is quickly running up.
I shall not be here much longer... Unless I can find her. I shall be a lifeless husk, to forever remain where I fall, should she not return. If I do fall, only she can bring me back. Anyone else who tries to help will only be condemning me to a worse fate, and a longer struggle back if she returns.
If I do, indeed, expire, please convey my deepest love to her. Tell her I'm sorry for what I've done, and that I wish I'd been able to make it up to her.
I fear this is goodbye, my friends. I shall strive to my utmost ability to leave a last note when I feel I am weakening.
~Erik~
((typist--I'm not killing him off for good, I promise. I just...I need a Christine for me to feel worthwhile and good in the rp. Nothing against Fishy who plays Luciana, or Mimi who plays Giovanni..I just...I need Chrissy. Please, you two...don't give up the characters. I promise I'll be around still, and erik's not gone just yet...))