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[dequincy]

Typist: OMG, Yossarian? Canon Katherine had a giant crush on Yossarian. From what she got of him in the books, anyway. O. m. g. So much love for that.

... Hmm. Quiet.

It's tempting to pull a Peanuts and put up a 'Psychiatric Advice: 5 Cents' sign.

Would there be any takers?

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[wounded_shrike]

Probably.

...Not me though.

...Though. Could you maybe -

ne'ermind. I'm fine.

[dequincy]

If you're sure you're fine, then. I can't make you talk about anything you don't want to hear about.

[wounded_shrike]

*waffles* It's just -

*in the tone of someone imparting a deep, dangerous secret*...I think I worry Rina. And I don't want to. I've hurt her enough.

[dequincy]

Have you spoken to her about this? It's usually best to take open conversation as the first step, if you feel safe doing that.

[wounded_shrike]

*crumples* I... not really. I just.

*winces* She died, and I don't. I didn't. And now I'm dead -

And she forgives me, but she shouldn't.

[dequincy]

Do you blame yourself for her death?

[wounded_shrike]

It was my fault. Just like -

*looks startled*

That is. It was my fault.

[dequincy]

Are you completely sure of that? She may see it differently.

[wounded_shrike]

Of course it was my fault. I was in command. She only thinks it wasn't because -

..well, because she.

She always forgives me, even when she shouldn't.

[dequincy]

You really aught to let her know all of your concerns. It would work out a lot better between the two of you if you explained why you think it's your fault, and give her a chance to explain why it wasn't.

Being blamed for death is not an easy burden, especially when it's yourself you're being blamed by.

[wounded_shrike]

No, no, you don't understand. It was my fault, anyone'll tell you so, and I can't talk with her about it because when I try I just -

*chokes* I just. She.

Oh, heaven. *struggling not to lose control again*