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I've had this weird dream that's stayed with me all day long, and I thought I should write about it... well, just cause I want to remember it later on. It's really odd too! I just- I can't get it out of my head.
I don't really remember how it begins... First thing I can remember...and this is going to be so sad, because it doesn't deal with the rest of the story and it makes no sense! but, I'm sure Daniel would find it hilarious (for some unknown reason). He and I were sitting in a hospital, waiting to be called in.. because for some frickin' reason I thought I was ...-whisper- pregnant. =O
And no, not with his child. XD He was there for comforting support, thank you very much! I remember walking into the room with him and him sitting down saying some snide comment like "Oh Jessica, you're the next to get pregnant.."
That's all I remember of that part! And it wasn't even significant to anything else that happened in my dream. And no, I wasn't pregnant! Thank you very much.
Next thing I remember is sitting in a car with a lot of my old friends whom I don't really talk to that much anymore. Audra was sitting next to me, eying me like I had done something wrong. I could sense that I was really happy and nervous about where we all were going though. Then I realized that we were heading to a chapel. That I was getting married. But to who? I had no idea. But, Audra kept looking at me.. then finally she spoke to me.
Audra: "Jessica...you know I love you, but... I just can't believe you're doing this. You're not making the right decision. You're hurting him.. "
Jessica: "What're you talking about, Audra? Who am I hurting?" I felt like I knew who it was..., but I was denying it.
Audra: "You're hurting him by choosing this..."
That's all she said to me before we all got out of the car.
Next scene comes up I'm standing across from someone in a church.. And standing in front of is none other than Ian. I remember feeling shocked in my dream... feeling like..why am I marrying him? I thought this would never work out. I remember seeing his sisters there...glaring at me, as if telling me not to hurt him again.
I remember my friends being there.. Audra shaking her head the whole time. Then I hear the pastor asking me if I take this man..
I shook my head and stepped away from.. saying "I can't do it...I don't love you..."
And then I walked away from him. Away from everyone in the chapel.
Next scene I was sitting on a chair where the reception was suppose to be held and I remember talking to Audra once more. Her urging me to go talk to him. Tell him the truth, tell him why I was trying to hide the fact that I was getting married to someone else. Then I remember seeing Ian, an giving him a hug and telling him I was sorry.. and I still see the look on his face like it was okay. That this was the right thing. We weren't suppose to be together.
I then turned to Audra and asked where Justin was...
Then woke up.
Crazy crap right there, huh?
I don't really remember how it begins... First thing I can remember...and this is going to be so sad, because it doesn't deal with the rest of the story and it makes no sense! but, I'm sure Daniel would find it hilarious (for some unknown reason). He and I were sitting in a hospital, waiting to be called in.. because for some frickin' reason I thought I was ...-whisper- pregnant. =O
And no, not with his child. XD He was there for comforting support, thank you very much! I remember walking into the room with him and him sitting down saying some snide comment like "Oh Jessica, you're the next to get pregnant.."
That's all I remember of that part! And it wasn't even significant to anything else that happened in my dream. And no, I wasn't pregnant! Thank you very much.
Next thing I remember is sitting in a car with a lot of my old friends whom I don't really talk to that much anymore. Audra was sitting next to me, eying me like I had done something wrong. I could sense that I was really happy and nervous about where we all were going though. Then I realized that we were heading to a chapel. That I was getting married. But to who? I had no idea. But, Audra kept looking at me.. then finally she spoke to me.
Audra: "Jessica...you know I love you, but... I just can't believe you're doing this. You're not making the right decision. You're hurting him.. "
Jessica: "What're you talking about, Audra? Who am I hurting?" I felt like I knew who it was..., but I was denying it.
Audra: "You're hurting him by choosing this..."
That's all she said to me before we all got out of the car.
Next scene comes up I'm standing across from someone in a church.. And standing in front of is none other than Ian. I remember feeling shocked in my dream... feeling like..why am I marrying him? I thought this would never work out. I remember seeing his sisters there...glaring at me, as if telling me not to hurt him again.
I remember my friends being there.. Audra shaking her head the whole time. Then I hear the pastor asking me if I take this man..
I shook my head and stepped away from.. saying "I can't do it...I don't love you..."
And then I walked away from him. Away from everyone in the chapel.
Next scene I was sitting on a chair where the reception was suppose to be held and I remember talking to Audra once more. Her urging me to go talk to him. Tell him the truth, tell him why I was trying to hide the fact that I was getting married to someone else. Then I remember seeing Ian, an giving him a hug and telling him I was sorry.. and I still see the look on his face like it was okay. That this was the right thing. We weren't suppose to be together.
I then turned to Audra and asked where Justin was...
Then woke up.
Crazy crap right there, huh?