I like to think I'm getting better, I'm getting better all of the time
So yeah . .. Things have been pretty roller coaster-ish . . . Katrina's graduation/birthday party was alot of fun, but later that day I had an anxiety attack while I was hanging out with Shellie. That whole day, as fun as the party was, I had felt rather depressed and then all the stress that's been piling up for god knows how long broke out. It was bazzare . . .
They called the paramedics, cause I was really bad. They checked my vitals which were fine and then told me to go to the hospital. To make a long story short, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety and given some pills to help the anxiety in the short fun. I'm going to see my doctor to set up some longer term treatment.
I'm not sure what to do from here . . . I'm still not 100% okay. I stutter profusely and am unable to communicate well, even though my brain seems rather lucid and allert. I've got finals tommorow, but I'm not really sure I'm in a good condition to take them . . . but if I don't I can't graduate . . . It's kindof hard to explain: I think like an adult, but I feel like a little child. I'm not sure that there's any better way of explaining it . . .
I'm not posting this to get attention or anything, or to make people worry about me. The worst is over.
I just wanted to talk, because I've found that it helps to talk.
I'm getting better
-Nate
They called the paramedics, cause I was really bad. They checked my vitals which were fine and then told me to go to the hospital. To make a long story short, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety and given some pills to help the anxiety in the short fun. I'm going to see my doctor to set up some longer term treatment.
I'm not sure what to do from here . . . I'm still not 100% okay. I stutter profusely and am unable to communicate well, even though my brain seems rather lucid and allert. I've got finals tommorow, but I'm not really sure I'm in a good condition to take them . . . but if I don't I can't graduate . . . It's kindof hard to explain: I think like an adult, but I feel like a little child. I'm not sure that there's any better way of explaining it . . .
I'm not posting this to get attention or anything, or to make people worry about me. The worst is over.
I just wanted to talk, because I've found that it helps to talk.
I'm getting better
-Nate