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I had a good/bad/good again weekend. I met JAF on Friday. I gave her cheese, and then we curled up on the couch and a couch while Kaine ran back and forth dancing to the Digimon theme song and my hamburger burned in the background. Then I went to sleep after taking a wrong turn and winding up in Menomonie coming home from Chetek. Then I went out with Sarah, Morgan, Jess, and Geoff. We went to eat pizza after Jess had stolen my cell phone. While eating, I couldn't help but think of the fact that this was something I would never again be able to do with Deanna. So I went outside for a little while, trying not to be a buzz kill. Just as I was starting to get better, my mom called. If I want a chance to see her again, I need to get to Park Falls sometime this week. And if it kills me, I will. I want to go for one more walk with her. To hold her hand. And tell her that when she comes face to face with G-d, to ask him to forgive me my transgressions so I can see her again someday. At this point, I started to leak a bit, so I went outside so I wouldn't drag down everyone else. Morgan and Sarah both came to visit me for a while, and I appreciated it, but told them that I really needed to be alone. After a while, my friend Lish came over and was a hit with the rest of the kids. I missed seeing her a lot. Lish, you are a great friend. We stayed up for a while after Morgan, Sarah, and Geoff left. We laughed a lot, JAF and I cuddled some more, and then we all went to bed. For the next 9 hours, JAF and I cuddled and I choked on her hair about as many times, but that was alright by me. Then I called in late to work to cuddle some more. Jess is a great cuddler. And in more exciting news, this summer she will become an Israeli. Congratulations, Mrs. Galikanakous. Thank you to all of the people in my life that have been so supportive for the last few weeks. I wouldn't make it so seamlessly through life without you. You are all a part of my soul. Except Dan. You are a part of my smegma.