You;;

[despairsvanity]

You.
You took it all from me much too easily.
Your disguise was a clever one.
And, I was fooled.
Fooled by you.
The idea of you;
The thought of you;
The excitement of you;
You lied.
Almost as quickly as you'd deceived me,
You quickly robbed me.
Theif.
How could I have been so blind;
Blind to the fake beauty that you wore so well?
Your plastic smile.
Your synthetic embrace.
It was just a clever game to you.
Plotted to the very end.
I do not miss you.
I do not regret my clarity.
I only hope that, one day, you too will have clarity;
That, one day, you will relinquish your pseudosmile.
Ahh.
But, it is for naught.
There will be no clarity.
There will be no resolution.
It's all a burden to you.
For this, I am sorry for you.
You know not the loss you've created.
You know not the truth of yourself.

In the end,
It is I who have won amidst this clever game of plastic smiles and deception.

I do not miss you...
"I was runnin' in circles. I hurt myself just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless. I didn't deserve this, but to me you were perfect."