Please...

[despairsvanity]

Not that anyone reads this.. Like anyone cares about what's going on in my life.. But, I really want to make this Christmas amazing for my Gorgeous.. She deserves so much more than what shes gotten; Christmas in a Hospital with a nearly non-coherent father. She deserves so much more.. So.. much.. more.. But, what can I do? I can't just make this surgery be quick and easy. I can't just make everything better. I'm useless. All I can do is sit here and hold her while she bawls. Almost no one else is even trying. Does anyone even care? As much as someone says they care, their actions speak much louder than those words.

Please.. If anyone's out there.. Make this Christmas a wonderful one for Nannette.. She deserves it more than anyone..

A N Y O N E...